Deep Thoughts and Hidden Emotions

Hiding in Plain sight.

All those hidden notes wasting space on my phone. Bangs hiding the eyes that peer and watch. Its hard not to cry when I feel like my life is a mess.

I must apologize because i do not wish to talk to anyone outside my head. Years of talking and only the voices in my head to answer kinda does that to a person. So I'm sorry especially when i know you don't understand.

Although that is common too. And I've been struggling not to do that thing again. Where i cut everyone off and wallow in my 'self'-made despair.

And to make it all worse, no one even notices on their own.

So i have to ask you this, when you ask how I am doing, do you want the truth or an answer so that you can go back to your own life for a few months. Don't think I don't know people do this, because I do this when I don't ket the fear of them rejecting me or the awkwardness get to me.