Yeah so far it's random :)
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Guardian angel
Why do I feel so deep
Aren't you gonna protect me
Am I so strong
That others bring me down
Into tears with childish fears
Trying to free myself
Away from torture
Is there no one to hear
My desperate screams
I used to believe
I had an angel that would protect me
But I was wrong
Wrong to not see
You spit your lies
Filled with envy greed and jealousy
Lashing from the pain
Leaving messy stains
Stealing away hopes an dreams
But now here I stand
Scared to fight this war
There you laugh endlessly
I used to believe
I had an angel that would fight for me
But I was blind
To blind to see
I start to waver
A coward mess
Of humility
Within my self doubt
Searching desperately
To find somewhere to hide
You inch closer
An I lash out in defense
I used to believe
I had an angel that would die for me
But I was deaf
Too deaf to hear
That voice I heard was my own
And the only one I need
Isn't some made up angel
She has been here the whole time
The one I needed
Wasn't fake
I was who I needed
To keep believing in
Escaped into bliss
No worries here
Only self righteousness
And amazing strength
I am not tortured anymore
You reign is far more than over
You have the sick an twisted mind
A voice returns an whispers
Be true and kind
Remembering that your not alone
And you are your own
Guardian angel.
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Deep Thoughts and Hidden Emotions
RandomCouldn't think if a name... Any who these are ranty poems(?) from Me and some may be fan based inspired by a fantasy character so please read. And please give me feed back I would appreciate it...