Through the storm | Sequel to "Take me to church" Jonathan Toews and Danielle Campbell

Thank you pt.2/epilogue}

Jonathan's pov:

I opened up the journal and looked at the first page.

{For you, Jonathan. My love. }

"I carry your heart with me (I carry it in my heart)I am never without it (anywhere
I go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling)
I fear no fate (for you are my fate,my sweet)I want no world (for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)"
― E.E. Cummings

My favorite poem....
I turned the page and looked at the date.

January,8th 2015

"dear jon.
we have been married for 6 months. we have a beautiful baby boy Sean. When your not around the walls seem so close, the air a faint smell of axe. The kitchen not having a delicious smell coming out of it. The TV not on. No new flowers next to my bedside every couple of days. There are days when I wonder how long will you be gone? I love you so much, no matter how far away you are. No many how many miles, sea or states are in between us you will always be my air, sea and sun and my #1. My stars to my galaxy.

love, Steph

I looked away and put my hand to my mouth from crying out. I wanted to be there Stephanie. I really did.

Thankyou Stephanie, for showing me

Feburary 9th,

Dear jon, thank you for all the laughs and memories. You brought me stars and the sun. You also borough me the galaxies, but what comes woth galaxies are black holes. You are free my butterfly. Now go be free. And make a million memories with her. Maybe one day we can break the distance so you can be my air, sea, and sun.

I wish I could be

March 4th,2015

You hurt me today. You called me terrible things and realized I'm none of that. I wish you could realize that. I wish everything was like before. Not like this. You burned me. Cut me. Bruised me. And now im going to need stiches.

I remember that day where we fought for stupid reasons, oh god how I was so stupid.

Thankyou Stephanie for showing me not to say horrible things to the new person I find

April 9th,2015

I really need to write more. I feel so empty now. I have no passion. I don't even want to wake up, feed myself. Bathe myself, take care of myself.

That really broke my heart again. She didn't want to do a thing for herself.

Thankyou Stephanie, for showing me that I need to take care of the women I hope to find

April 10th,2015

I couldn't stay away from you any longer. I couldn't be away from your touch, your presence and your passion. You are my strenth and every time I fall your right there. No matter what. I can seem to let you go because to be loved, you give love and from what I have seen you have done just that and I couldn't be any more grateful. Ever since the moment I've met you, I want so many more minutes in the day because all I dream is about you and the stars and how we have a million ways to look at one another and how we have a million reasons to love. Forever and ever