I'm NOT in love! {Completed}

What To Do?

"Clary are you okay in there?" I heard Karena ask.

"She's fine. Karena can you go with the others and finish eating? We'll be there in a minute." Georgie said, not taking her eyes off of me.

"Okay." I heard Karena say as she walked off.

"Georgie, I-I am s-scared," tears falling down my face. "I-I don't know w-what I-I'm going to d-do?" George hugged me.

"You don't know for sure if you are... pregnant."

"I know this is g-going to sound w-weird, but I-I feel it, l-like I know I-I am." Georgie

released me from the hug.

"I think you need to call Owen-"

"Owen?"

"Yeah, don't you think the father needs to know?"

"Oh, Georgie, Owens not the dad, I didn't believe in sex before marriage."

"Then who is?"

"Ummm..."I knew the answer, and right then sobbed.

"Honey, we need to know, so we can tell who ever it is. I won't judge you, I

promise, Clary, who is it?" I looked up at her with shameful eyes. "Oh, it was

him...Josh."

"I am so, so stupid. I wasn't thinking, I kissed him and I was drunk and…and then it got too far. I could and should have left. I was so stupid, and drunk. I would have never done that. All my life, I've thought of marriage first. Georgie, I'm a dumb, stupid ignorant person!"

"No you're not. I believed in that too, now look at me. I have more babies then you can think of. You're in no way a stupid person, as a matter of fact you're the smartest, most intelligent person on the face of this earth. And you know you have options-"

"Options?...OH NO! I swore to myself when I was younger if anything was to ever

happen I would never get an abortion."

"There is also adoption." I looked at George like she was crazy.

"No, not an option."

"Okay, but are you really ready for this?"

"Yeah, I guess."

"There is no guessing. When you're a mother, expect everything. Lack of sleep, crying

baby, bills, etc...I think it would be nice for you to let the father know, he can help

you. He has money, and that will help."

"I can't tell him," Georgie stepped back.

"Either you tell him, or I will."

Man, why was she jumping on my case about telling him? "Why do you care if I tell him or not?"

"Are you sure you're fine Clary?" I heard Karena asked.

"I am fine, just give me a minute!"

"Okay, take your time." This time I heard Chase say.

"We'll talk about this later." George said as she walked out.

I so didn't want to talk about this later!

When I walked back I noticed everyone was done with their food. Chase and

Karena were washing dishes while Bethany and Tybalt were talking. I glanced at

her belly. It was a small, but noticeable bump. I took my right hand and felt my

stomach, and I felt a bump. It was tiny, but I could feel it, a month and a half ago,