5SOS Preferences

SGFG Song Prefs

Ashton:

Oh say, can you see? This is not who I'm supposed to be

Without you I'm nobody, killing time

Recently you and Ashton has an awful breakup because of the overwhelming media. People were accusing you of cheating on Ashton and it was slowly driving you insane. There was never a moment when you were unfaithful to him. You were basically a walking zombie who no one was willing to interact with. You literally went from someone who smiled and sang and was energetic. Ashton brought out the best in you, made you feel better about yourself. Everything that made you, you, was gone. Once Ashton left, he took everything the belonged to you with him.

I will fight, to fix up and get things right

I can't change the world, but maybe I'll change your mind

A friend of yours came over to see you without warning and absolutely went crazy. She saw the mess your apartment was in and said enough was enough. There was dirty laundry in every corner of the room, pizza boxes and other takeout foods were on every surface. There was a good chance that you had not taken out the garbage since the breakup. She was almost positive you had not done anything since you two had broken up a month ago.

"Do you realize that nothing is going to change if you don't get off your lazy ass and fix it. You are always saying how in love you were with Ashton, but I have not once seen you try and get him back" she yelled at you when she found you in your bed, blanket cocoon and everything

"Do you really think he is going to want me back? Not once have I seen him break down in interviews. He fully ignores any mention of me. The bastard thinks I was cheating on him, of course he does not want me back" you shouted back at your friend.

"You will never know until you get your ass up and try".

Everything your friend was saying was one hundred percent true. You loved Ashton, are still in love with Ashton and you will never get him back unless you grow a pair and fight to fix what has been done. When Ashton left, he told you that nothing you were going to say was going to change his mind, and not to bother. You were so stunned that you became silent and watched him leave, unable to utter a word.

The words you speak, surrounding me

This is broken love, in the first degree

The air you breathe is haunting me

Maybe I'll change your mind

The next day, something came over you and you found yourself driving to Luke's house. You knew Ash was staying there with him and today was the day you were going to give Ashton a piece of you mind. Even though you were very much determined to talk with Ashton, the things he had said to you before you left were swimming through your brain. What would happen if he really did have a closed mind about the situation?

*knock knock*

"(YN) what are you doing here" Luke whisper yelled when he opened the door to see you standing there.

"I would like to speak to Ashton. I'm not taking no for an answer" you watched Luke huff and leave the doorway, letting you in and showing you to where Ashton's room was.

Walking there, you could feel something stirring inside you. You were not exactly sure if it was because of how nervous you were or how angry you were. You were just realizing how angry Ashton's actions that day made you. He believed the tabloids without a hint of hesitation and wouldn't even hear you out. There wasn't even proof that you cheated! It was just someone's accusations.