Katekyo Hitman- Back To The Past

Mixed Emotions

Mukuros P.O.V

I ran ran ran as fast as I could to my room not letting anybody console me telling me there lies like"its not your fault" and "he is going to be okay". I try to convince myself that it will but I cant do it all I can think is Tsunayoshi is on the verge of death because of me. I slammed my door why do i care? I get a strange pain in my chest when I think about what Tsunayoshi said "your apart of are family ". I grab my chest what is this? My plan was from the start was to posses the little defenseless bunny but then now that I think about it that hasn't been my intention for the last 9 years I guess there growing on me......wait...........what am I saying? Uggg......what is this pain in my chest? Is this guilt? Sadness? Pity? No of course not I don't even know why im upset. I feel something warm and wet rolling down my cheek. I bring my fine up to the strange substance and swipe it and rub it in between my fingers. What is this? Are these tears? I haven't cried since I was a mere child I though my tear sockets had dries long ago. Why must I be so conflicted? I should feel nothing like when I kill my prey. Nothing. Walk away. Stay alive. Feel no emotions. This is what I made my self live by but it seems that is quickly changing now isn't it? A small smirk fell apon my face. You Tsunayoshi may be the one to bring about my emotions I hate these mixed emotions.

Sorry I didn't update in quite a while and this this one is fairly short but I hoped you enjoyed. Also I wanted to thank my dear friend who I will just call her B for her continued support.

-phatpanda55 ✌