Chapter Forty Two

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Chapter Forty Two


"Listen Mim. I am so sorry. I know that my reason will never be able to make up for this but for right now you need to just to trust me. Just like you promised okay Mim. And you know you don't break your promises," Louis mumbles quietly while crouching down to my level.

"I...I trusted you! And you broke that trust! How could you?" I scream at him.

"Mimi. You promised me. You promised me that you wouldn't yell at me until we got you away from here. Don't break your promise Mim. That's not you," he says to me.

He's right. I don't break my promises. I know what it's like to have promises broken. I don't want to be the one who breaks that trust that comes with a promise.

"As mad as I am at you, I don't want to break my promise to you. I know what it's like to have promises broken and I won't do that to you, even if I'm angry at you. I will keep this promise but I am not forgiving you for this Louis," I say as calmly as I can.

"Thank you. I deserve it though. I deserve you being mad at me," he sighs before holding a hand out to me.

I hesitantly slide my hand into his warm one, electricity sparking at the touch. I let Louis pull me to standing before I take my hand reluctantly out of his.

"Umm, I'm still mad at you but I just," I stumble through my words, unable to say what I want to.

But somehow Louis knows what I'm trying to say. He steps forward before wrapping his arms around my waist. I place my arms around his neck, pulling him closer. I used to dream about hugging Louis. It used to be when he was famous. But after I messaged him for a while, I started dreaming of hugging a different Louis. Even though in my dreams he had no face, I still wanted it so much.

"I know you're mad at me Mim. I do deserve you being mad at me but please know that I had a reason. I am so sorry I broke your trust like this love. I never wanted to hurt you but I knew that I would, somehow," he mumbles in my ear, his hot breath running over my skin.

I can't even reply, the tears are too much. I feel like if I talk now, I will just break down. Instead of a few stray tears running down my cheeks, there will be a flood of them. They will wash away all the other feelings running through my body and just leave the crippling sadness.

"You leave yet you worthless girl?" I hear from behind me.

I pull out of Louis' arms and turn around just in time to see my mother come around the corner, a glass of wine in her hand. I watch her as she looks at my things at the bottom of the staircase before she turns her head to look at me. Her eyes widen in shock when she see's Louis standing behind me.

"Who is this? Another guy that you bough home for me to help beat you up?" she slurs.

"You're lucky I don't report you to the police for child abuse," Louis snarls at her before walking over and picking up my two suitcases.

I watch as he walks out the front door towards his car and that's all it takes for me to grab my other bag and leave. No goodbyes. No I love yous. Nothing. I can't speak to her. Not after the things she has said to me. Not after the things she has done to me.

I reach Louis' car and quickly jump in, trying to put as much distance between myself and my mother as possible. I hear the boot close and a few seconds later Louis gets in the car. I stare out the window as he starts the car up and drives off.

"Mim, please," Louis says quietly.

"No Louis. You lied to me. I trusted you and you broke that trust. You could have told me who you were but you decided to keep it a secret. You had plenty of opportunities to tell me but you never did. So don't try to make this better because you will only make it worse," I say as calmly as I can.

I watch Louis' eyes gloss over as he concentrates on the road ahead, "I understand."

And that was the last two word spoken for the entire twenty minute drive to his flat. When we reach the large six story building, Louis gets out of the car and heads towards the boot. I continue to stare at the large glass building for a few moments before I grab my bag and get out of the car.

I walk over to Louis so I can grab one of my suitcases but he places his hand on top of mine, stopping me, "I've got it love."

Louis takes the handles of the suitcases and starts to pull them towards the door of the glass building. I stand there for a few moments before the fear of being alone settles in the pit of my stomach and I follow after him.

When I walk in the large automatic glass doors I am stunned by the white marble floors. The walls are covered with black paint and a large crystal chandelier hangs in the very middle of the room. There are four security in the room, two by the elevators and two by the door. A little bit further back is a large desk with two women sitting behind it.

Louis is already waiting at the elevators so I walk over there slowly. As I reach the elevator, the doors open and both Louis and I walk inside. He presses the number five and the doors slowly slide shut. We both stand there in an awkward silence as the elevator heads up to the fifth floor. As soon as the doors open I step out, trying to get away from the tension filled room.

Louis follows out after me and goes towards the door on the right. He pulls out his keys and unlocks the door before pulling the suitcases inside. I follow in after him, closing the door behind me. I awkwardly stand there fora few seconds before I hear footsteps getting closer.

"Boobear, is that you?"

I watch as Harry Styles walks around the corner in nothing but a plaid pair of pyjama pants. His eyes widen when he sees me standing there. I awkwardly wave at him before shifting my weight from foot to foot.

"Uh this is Haz this is Mimi. Mimi this is Harry," Louis says stiffly before walking into what I presume is the kitchen.

"Oh hi there Mimi! Welcome to the One Direction apartments," Harry says giddily.

Yeah, welcome to the One Direction apartments.


So you guys were begging for another update. And I delivered it to you guys. And now I'm off to bed! 

Poor Louis. I feel so bad for him cause Milly is giving him the cold shoulder. Do you think he deserves it though?

Oh and question. So I was watching Divergent today and I found it so awkward that Tris (Shailene Woodley) dates both Four (Theo James) and her brother Caleb (Ansel Elgort). So I was wondering, which couple do you like better? Four and Tris or Caleb and Tris. And by the way, for people who are confused, Shailene Woodley plays Hazel in The Fault in Our Stars and Ansel Elgort plays Augustus. 


ILYSM!


SWAG ON!


~ TJ xoxoxoxo



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