I HATE YOU || kji 《completed》

Twenty-Ninth

My eyes flutter open, I had woken in some place different. White sheets, is this heaven?

Damn it.

"Ugh," I groaned feeling the stinging pain on my cheeks, "he sure wrecked my face," I said sitting up trying to adjust my vision to the entire room.

Then a click of the light switch made the entire room light up and my eyes sting, I narrowed both of them attempting to adjust.

"Seol?" Jin came in bringing a basket of fruits. He placed them on the small table beside the bed, and sat on the chair.

"How do you feel?" He said with a very sweet smile plastered on his face.

"Fine," I answered short and simple, because talking hurts, my cheek hurts, my lips stings.

"I see.." he shortly replied, I look at him knowing something is wrong, he was looking at the floor, which he suddenly finds it interesting for who know what the reason is.

"What's up?" I half whispered trying not open my lips widely to prevent it from stinging.

"I'm sorry for what happen, it must frightened you a lot, i'm sorry I wasn't there for you at all," he placed his palm on mine rubbing it with his thumb, "you don't deserve this," he pulled me into a hug gently, "at all.." he continued distressed.

I pulled him away giving him the sincerest smile, "i'm fine," I said

"Look, what he have done to your face," he frowns while gently touching the bandage on my face, "what if it leaves a scar?" He asked

I shook my head, he finally understands that I am really fine.

"Well, I better leave, they'll be here soon.." he said.

"They?" I whispered wondering.

After Jin had left, another knock is heard, I stared at the person's figure, not someone I thought would come.

"Hey.." I started, "sehun,"

He smiled, the usual smile he gave me, but a little bit.. sad

"Sorry this happen to you," he said sympathetically.

"Don't pity me," I smiled back to him, "this is just an accident," my eyes continue to follow him.

"It hurts to see you like this,"

His words were silencing me

"Seol, i still love you,"

"Not now," I said while massaging ny check to easin the stinging pain.

"I don't want you to get hurt, physically and emotionally,"

I knew what he meant exactly, so much, thinking about hurts me. I turned my head opposite from him frowning, remembering what Choa had confessed to me before all this happened.

"Seol, I can't promise that all of this will be better, but I can promise I won't leave you no matter what," he held my hand tightly.

"Sehun, don't do this, what do you even see in me, i'm no good," I said holding my pain cheek and removing my hand from his

"No, you mean everything to me, I need you, Seol," he took my hand again this time even tighter.

"It's impossible, we'll end up just like me and Jongin, we can't be together, we won't be, ever," I said

"It's not impossible, you just have to open your heart again, for me," he said

"I'm scared to leave, I don't I have any strength to love anymore, I just need him, no one else,"