just don't die please (eremika fanfiction)

Chapter thrity- Everything will be alright

When Mikasa woke she saw Eren was gone Mikasa got off the bed and walked over to the book and looked at the books and she went quiet when she found a photo book and it was Marco and his mom and Mikasa put the photo book and remember that she left her family at Eren father and she heard Eren and Marco laughing down stairs so she went back over to the bed and lied down "why did i have to watch you guys leave me in front of me" Mikasa said and she put her hand to the ceiling and she heard someone come up the stairs and open the door and she put the cover above her face and it was pulled away from her and she saw Carla " Mikasa do not say that you have a reason to live and life plays like that" Carla said looking at Mikasa and Mikasa started to cry and she stood up "NO I SHOULD HAVE DIED WITH THEM AND I WITH HAVE BEEN WITH STILL" Mikasa screamed and Mikasa looked at the photo she had with her and Eren "Mikasa do not say that" Carla said putting her hands on Mikasa and pulling her closer and Mikasa cried into her shoulder "i wish they were still alive" Mikasa said sitting up and Mikasa heard the door open again and she saw Eren standing panting for breath "what is the matter Mikasa" Eren said walking over to Mikasa and Carla and Mikasa looked at Eren and fell to ground "Mikasa" Eren said kneeling and hugging and Mikasa started to cry harder into Eren chest "everything will be alright" Eren said grabbing Mikasa hands and Mikasa shook her head and Eren eyes widened "just believe Mikasa" Eren said kissing Mikasa on her forehead "believe" Mikasa said to herself and Eren pulled her closer to him "ya believe Mikasa and we are here to help you" Eren said looking at his mother "need anything to drink or eat Eren or Mikasa" Carla said getting up and looking at Eren "sure" Eren said looking at Mikasa and Carla nodded and walked out the door "why did they have to go" Mikasa said into Eren chest and Eren looked at Mikasa and put his arms around her waist and pushed Mikasa onto his lap and started to sing his favorite song and Mikasa started to calm down "see everything will be alright now you are safe and never forget that" Eren said picking Mikasa and walking her over to the bed and laying her down "relax now you will be alright" Eren said putting his arms around Mikasa waist "thanks" Mikasa said putting her hands over Eren hand and the door opened and Carla was standing there with a cup in her hand and she walked over to Eren and gave him the cup and she waved at them and walked out of the room "so what do you want to do" Eren said drinking his tea "can you go farther and go to our old room and get my family photo book" Mikasa said getting up and looking at Eren "please it special to me" Mikasa said letting a tear out "i will" Eren said grabbing Mikasa hands and smiling at her "and i will never say no to you" Eren said pulling Mikasa closer to him and hugged her. When Eren got back with Mikasa photo book in his hands he saw his mom holding a cloth and dipping it in a bucket "everything alright" Eren said confused "Mikasa has a fever" Carla said looking at Eren "oh is she fine" Eren said looking at the photo book "she should be" Carla said pointing towards the stairs and Eren walked up to his and Mikasa room and opened the door and saw Marco have a chair beside Mikasa and Mikasa have a rag on her head "finally your back" Marco said standing up "really" Eren said walking over to Marco and sitting at the edge of the bed and looked at Mikasa "she keeps tossing and turning every time i would check on her but when i heard you talking to your mother i went quit because she quit tossing and turning" Marco said looking at Mikasa move in pain "or not" Marco said looking at Eren who grabbed Mikasa other hand and moved closer to Mikasa "i guess this fever hurts her" Eren said looking and he heard the door open and Carla was standing in the doorway "how is she" Carla said looking at Marco "she was not in pain for little bit but then she started again" Marco said looking at Carla and shook his head "she will be fine right" Eren said worried and stood up and Mikasa started to cry in pain "Eren what the fuck she was calm" Marco said standing up "sorry" Eren said sitting down and looked at Mikasa and she turned in pain "what can we do to stop the pain" Eren said looking at his mother "well we told her to be relaxed and when she said relaxed she was on the stairs and she passed out" Marco said looking at Eren who eye's widened "WHY DID YOU NOT TELL ME" Eren screamed and Mikasa started to toss and turn in pain and she started to cry and Eren picked her up and laid Mikasa on his lap and kissed her forehead and Mikasa smiled "she seems happier now and not in pain" Carla said walking over to the bed and grabbed another chair and sat in next to the bed and sat in it "let me feel her head Eren" Carla said scooting the chair closer to the bed and Eren nodded and removed the rag and Carla shook her head and scooted the chair back and handed gave Marco the rag and he dipped it in a bucket and gave it to Eren "why is she still burning" Eren said putting the rag on Mikasa head and noticed her scarf "hey Marco can you hand me her scarf "Eren said looking at Marco and Marco grabbed the Scarf and handed it to Eren and Eren wrapped the scarf around Mikasa neck and smiled at her Eren started to cry into Mikasa shoulder "Eren" Mikasa said weakly and quiet and Eren looked at Mikasa and hugged "Mikasa" Eren said quiet to Mikasa and Carla looked at Marco in excitement "you are alright" Mikasa said putting her hand on Eren's cheek and smiled Eren cried into Mikasa shoulder harder and Mikasa put her hand around Eren and put her head on his shoulder smiled at him "want time alone you two" Carla said standing up and shrugging her head towards the door at Marco and Eren whipped his tears and nodded his head Carla and Marco got up and left closing door behind Eren looked at Mikasa and put his arm around Mikasa and Mikasa put her hand on Eren's heart and Eren looked at her "it beats fast" Mikasa said quietly "it does when i am around you Mikasa" Eren said looking at Mikasa "i love you, i never want to lose you" Eren said tightening his grip around Mikasa and Mikasa looked at Eren and started cry harder and Eren eyes widened "i am sorry Mikasa" Eren said crying into Mikasa hair and he felt Mikasa move his face towards and she kissed and he kissed back and when they broke apart for air Eren smiled at Mikasa and she smiled back Eren and he hugged "i love"Eren and Mikasa said at the same time and they laughed and Mikasa looked at her scarf and took it off and wrapped it around Eren, Eren looked at Mikasa with confusion and Mikasa got up and laughed and ran out of the room and Eren laughed as he ran behind Mikasa and she ran outside and it was raining and she ran towards the stable and closed the stable door and walked over to nightmare stall and tacked her up and stayed in her stall until she heard the barn door open "last place to hide Mikasa" Eren said laughing and Mikasa ducked down and nightmare lied down with her and Mikasa started to sing reluctant heros and Eren walked over to nightmare stall and opened it and saw Mikasa calming nightmare down "something the matter with her" Eren said sitting next to Mikasa in nightmare stall and Mikasa shook her head "she just stepped in some of the soggy hay and it spooked her so i started to sing the song you like to sing that is calming to me"Mikasa said looking at Eren smiling "so why did you come in here any way" Eren said grabbing Mikasa hand "well i was going to ride her around in the arena" Mikasa said standing up and nightmare doing the same and Mikasa lead nightmare out of the stall and into the arena and Eren followed them into the arena and saw Mikasa getting on nightmare and say something to her "so what i am going to do huh"Eren said looking at Mikasa and Mikasa trotted nightmare to him and held her hand out and looked at Mikasa "come one nightmare wants to stretch her legs" Mikasa said patting nightmare neck and Eren took Mikasa hand and Mikasa pulled him up and Eren put his hands around Mikasa waist and Mikasa smiled back at Eren he smiled back at her "so what first jumping or just laps around the arena" Mikasa said bending forward to nightmare and nightmare walked towards the jumps and Eren looked at the jumps and put his face into Mikasa back "scared" Mikasa said looking back at Eren "ya" Eren said looking at Mikasa "just hold on and follow my lead ok" Mikasa said putting on of her hands over Eren and handed him her helmet "better than sorry"Mikasa said laughing at Eren "well tell me when you are ready then we will start" Mikasa said fixing her hands on the reins "i am ready" Eren said nervous but Mikasa looked behind "are you sure" Mikasa said putting on her hands on his and tapped nightmare into a canter "ya i can trust you to keep me good" Eren said looking at Mikasa and nightmare neighing "and nightmare trust you two, she can tell you are nervous" Mikasa said looking at the jumps, when they were done Eren was laughing "see you were afraid for nothing" Mikasa said getting off and grabbing nightmare reins and walking towards her stall "ya you are true" Eren said smiling back at Mikasa "well the photo book is sitting on the bed so if you want to look at it i am going to ask Marco is we could see a movie" Eren said getting up "ok and thanks Eren" Mikasa said walking out of the stable, when Mikasa got to the room she noticed the day "crap i forgot about that our anniversary is tomorrow" Mikasa said looking at the photo book and she heard the door open and she saw Carla "something the matter you look worried" Carla said walking over to where Mikasa was sitting "i want to do something special tomorrow but i do not know what to do" Mikasa said looking at the photo "well maybe me and Marco can leave you two be tomorrow" Carla said Mikasa put her hands to her face "hey Eren does not care about you getting him anything he told me he just wanted the house to himself with you" Carla said looking at Mikasa "oh" Mikasa said looking out the window and she remember that she had a photo she wanted to give to Eren "hey can you give this to Eren because i am going to work with nightmare right now" Mikasa said getting up and handing Carla the photo and Carla smiled at her "i will" Carla said looking at Mikasa "thanks i will be late and make sure nightmare is ready so i can work harder with her to get her used to jumping higher" Mikasa said grabbing her helmet. When Mikasa came inside she saw Eren and Marco on the couch and Mikasa walked up the stairs towards hers and Eren room and shut the door and looked at the photo book and started to cry quietly as she her last birthday with her parents and ripped it and threw it at the wall and she looked out the window "why did you leave i wanted to come with you but you left me" Mikasa said to herself and hitting the photo book and she heard the door open but she did not look that way and she felt someone pull her closer and she felt Eren presence and looked at him "everything will be alright" Eren said looking at Mikasa as she cried into his chest "believe in yourself and me Mikasa" Eren said kissing on forehead "thanks" Mikasa said looking at Eren "tried" Eren said picking up Mikasa and walking over to the bed "ya" Mikasa said looking at Eren "well here you go" Eren said setting Mikasa down and lying down next to her "goodnight Mikasa" Eren said kissing Mikasa and Mikasa looked at him "goodnight Eren" Mikasa said closing her eyes