Jonathan's POV
After 30 minutes running and running I finally got to that secret garden place. I ran inside the cabin and sat in a corner where a nice tune of light shined through. It was really quite, nice, peaceful yet uncomfortable... It was cause Evan wasn't here. I didn't have his strong muscular arms rapped around my neck. I didn't have his soft hands wiping away my tears telling me it would be okay when nothing is really okay. Nothing is without him. I wanted him, his body, I wanted him here but I feel I would screw everything up like I always do. That's why my mask is on. Some people wear smiles, others wear happiness and I wear... A mask
Evans POV
"Jonny? Jonny!" I called out for over half an hour "Jonny please! It's not your fault! it never was please!" I yelled out "I need you..." I whispered
"Hello? Jonathan please come out" I said starting to get quieter and quieter until I heard a squeak from the back of my ear. The cabin! Of course! I slowly enter the path to get to the Cabin. As I got closer and closer to the cabin I heard soft cries and whimpers. I know that soft cry anywhere. It's Jonny. I slowly walk inside to see Jonathan hugging his knees in the corner of the cabin. I ran over to him
"Jonny!" I said loud yet faint "oh Jonny please don't run away like that, it's not your fault it never was please listen to me" I said sitting beside him rapping my arms around his waist. It took him a bit till he finally rapped his arms in a tight squeeze around my neck, holding my head which was deep in his shoulder. He started to sob even more then before which made me burst out into tears. I took about maybe 5 minutes before anyone could say anything until...
"You mean so much to me Evan" said Jonathan more quiet then a flap of a butterfly's wing
"Oh Jonathan then you have no idea what you mean to me" I replied. We pulled back from our tight hug
"What happened at the hospital... We had a lot to drink... Did you?... Fell anything special when we kissed?" He said looking down at his feet
"Jonathan, want me to he honest with you?" I said lifting his chin up with my thumb
"Yes please" he said looking into my eyes
Without saying anything I pulled his chin in and kissed his soft lips, running my fingers through his hair. He rapped his arms around my neck and I rapped mine around his waist. I felt something I hadn't felt in all my life. Love. I looked him in the eye as a pulled back
"Yes" I said as my face started to turn completely red
"Evan... I-I love you so much" he said crying tears of joy "I didn't want to ruin anything I had feelings for you for a while now and I'm proud to say that I love you will all my heart" he said turning red
"Oh Jonny you will never know" I said pulling him in for another kiss. I m also proud to say I love Jonathan
~45 minutes later~
Jonathan's POV
After all that me and Evan finally got up to walk back home hand in hand. I felt really bad about what I did but I had no control over anything I did. I'm sorry Evan...
"Evan? Look I'm really sorry I don't think you have any ide-" I got cut of my Evan saying "Jonathan, please don't worry about that. You really worried though. I can't stand not having you bye my side it breaks my heart" he said gripping my hand tighter
"I'm sorry Evan, I-I love you" I whispered
"I love you to Jonny" he replied
~time skip 1 week later~
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Deliriously In Love, H2OVanoss fanfic
RandomJonathan is an average YouTuber. Plays video games, talks with friends, especially Evan Fong (Vanoss) they are really close no matter the distance or the fact Evan has never seen his face. But they both have a huge secret. Secret feelings. Jonathan'...