Love me, hate me.
But never hurt me.
All these veins torture me.
All this pain burns me.
Spirits in the night,
Come to take me from the light.
Torture my eyes,
With these visions in the night.
Only feel good when I'm high,
All I want to do is die.
But I keep fighting this lie.
Although I deny,
I can't fight the pain inside.
Pain of the hate,
Growing from inside me.
Hating the world even more.
As I walk out this door,
I choose never to return,
I learned the flame will burn.
And I need some time to think some more.
My heart is dormant.
This monster that's forming,
Crawling up my throat.
Oh God, it hurts.
My hands are burnt,
And my hair smells like smoke.
Where am I, and what have I become.
This is not the mouth I use to speak.
What is this pounding sound in my chest,
And why do my teeth look deadly?
What have I turned into?
Forgive me.
My eyes are not my eyes.
What have u done,
My brother I'm sorry.
My sister I worry,
Mother don't cry,
I'm trying, no I'm not,
I'm lying. My pain is flying,
And soon I'm singing to a world that I'm alive.
That I keep on trying.
Font trust me my darling,
Don't give your life away.
Never let the pride fade.
I worry for you, and all that is true.
Love me. Hate me.
But never hurt me.
The stains on these shirts bleed.
And they leaf me to believe I'm dying.
My veins are bursting,
My scars are burning.
My bruises and battle wounds.
Leave me alone,
I don't want to hurt you.
Don't want to cause more damage.
Hammering down on me,
My eyes are leaking.
What is this feeling?
I just want you to know,
I love you.
