Won't Give Up [Book 4]

May 30th

May 30th

Man...
One of these days, you are going to give me a heart attack.
Why might you ask?
Because you heart stopped again.
I didn't want to think about if the doctors didn't get your heart started again.
I didn't want to think about how that would affect us all.
It was hard to process.
The doctors said you still are in a critical state.
You left lung hasn't been doing good.
It has already clasped three times.
They said that you are really weak.
They don't know if...
This is where you would tell me not to worry.
That everything will be fine.
That you will be fine.

But you can't tell me that.
I have to tell myself to be brave and you will be okay.
I have to tell myself that you will wake up.
Because just so you know...
As soon as you are better, I will hurt you.
Why?
Because...
This is really starting to scare me.
I can't lose you.

You are too important to me.
People still love you.

So come back to those people,
         Astrid.