Won't Give Up [Book 4]

July 5th

July 5th

Hey. Sorry for not visiting you very much. It was hard. The past few weeks. The doctors say you aren't improving. You organs are still failing and you left leg isn't looking too good.
I don't know what to do or think.
I haven't been doing much. Knowing that you could be laying on your deathbed doesn't leave my thoughts.
Even when I am sleeping, I still picture you broken body lying on this bed.
Though I guess it isn't all that bad either. I know what you must be thinking. That the lack of sleep is getting to me.
But think about it- ever sense I met you, I realized how hard you had it and how hard it still is for you. And now that you are here, you aren't facing the harshness of the world. Granted you have been in a coma sense the beginning of March...
Guess we all can't win.
I just want you back Hiccup.
I miss you.
I heard that Snotlout came to see you. I was surprised when he told me.
He isn't taking the "My cousin has been in a coma for about 5 months" thing easily. He may never really show it, but he cares for you. Like, a lot.
He is just being stubborn.
So please, wake up.

We will be waiting...
Astrid... <3