My Brother's Best Friend//Jacob Sartorius

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Mal's POV
Mark was just there, tbh he was kinda pissing me off because I don't wanna talk to anyone right now,I just wanna be left alone. He talked to me all I did was answered with a nod yes or no. I tried hiding my hand from him by holding it pretending I'm just rubbing it,he looked at me a bit suspiciously. He grabbed my hand and rolled my jersey sleeve up, he saw the bandages and knew already what I did. "Mal you can't continue doing that, I thought you promised me the last time that you'd never hurt yourself like this...especially for a guy" he said holding my hand and looking at me. "I can't help it Mark, it helps and I just can't stop its impossible" I said to him with tears rolling down my eyes. He wiped them and stayed with me until I fell asleep.

~~NEXT MORNING~~
I woke up with my eyes hurting and my body was aching. Thoughts were just flowing through my head, if Jacob wants a slut then so be it I'm not gonna be his side bitch anymore. I'm not even going to talk to him, I haven't done anything wrong I've been the faithful one in this relationship. I know I shouldn't try loving anyone because I know I'll never be loved, I hate that feeling but I'm used to it I guess

~~Sorry for not updating but I hate writing so yeah. Big shout out to my best friend buggy7 pls guys go read her books its well good and follow our joint account duhitzsiya_and read the book on that account// don't forget to vote and comment on this for the next chapter