Part 7.

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|| Before I start you should go read Guns for Hands by fairlyamanda bc it's so amazeballs X ||

By the time I've stopped day dreaming Tyler's girlfriend Jenna is here and can I just say she is something else! Blonde hair, blue eyes, tall, skinny, I can see why Tyler boasts about her so much. I walk over to the three of them sitting on the couch.
"Oh you must be Ava, I'm Jenna" she says as she gets up to give me a hug
"Wow you are stunning" I say to Jenna as I look her up and down
"Says you, you are beautiful! Josh is one lucky man, I can tell you that much."
"Aw thank you"'I say as I blush and look down
Josh gets up and grabs my hand.
"Where are we going today clique?" Asks Josh
"Beach?" Asks Tyler as he gets a questioning look from his girlfriend
"The beach?. Are you serious Tyler?!" Says Jenna
"What!" Says Ty as he looks at Jenna
"Ty, honey, it's the middle of January and you want to go to the beach" she says as she's smiling at her boyfriend
"Oh haha I forgot" says Tyler as he leans down to kiss his girlfriend
"How about the movies" I say.
"Sounds good to me" says Josh as he looks down at me and kisses my cheek.

We make it to the movies, and of course everyone votes for a horror movie
"Let's watch that" says Josh as he points at the scariest looking movie
"Uhhhh guys I'm going to shit my self if you make me watch this" I say
"Don't worry Av, I'm here" says Josh With a cute smile. I look up at him and squeeze him with a hug.
Half way through the movie and my anxiety begins to kick in. I don't want to look like a pussy so every time there is a jump scare I have to hold on my screams but it's all too overwhelming and I need to leave for a bit. I look at Josh and mouth "I'm going to the bathroom" as I'm trying to catch my breath.
"I'll come with you" he says. I nod. We both get up and tell Ty and Jenna that we will be back. They both nod as they are tangled in eachother.
We get out and I sit down against the wall and try to even out my breathing.
Josh comes and sits next to me.
"Sorry for making you watch that" he says as he sits behind me and begins to play with my hair
"I should of known that you struggled with those things"
"Josh it's ok, it was an honest mistake. I should have told you that would of happened" I say grabbing his hands
"You wanna leave?" He's asks
"Yeah" I say "I'll message Jenna and tell her that we left"

We arrive back at mine and I ask Josh if he wants to stay
"No Bub, I have to finish my English essay"
"Ok. I love you Joshua William" I say kissing him
"I love you more Ava Mae" he says kissing me back. I thought it was odd that Josh didn't want to stay. He always does and he usually leaves his essays to the last minute. I just brush it off, he is probably just tired.

Josh rings Ty to come and pick him up when the movie finished and Ty said he was already on his way here. We hear a knock at the door and Josh kisses me and gives me a hug.
"Bye beautiful" he says as he walks out the door.

I'm about to go up stairs when I get a text from my friend Charlotte who attends another school to me
From: Char :)
Hey Ava, there's a party I got invited to and I wanted to know if you would be my plus one

To: Char :)
Hey Char, you know how I am with these kinds of things.....my anxiety might get the best of me.

From: Char :)
Dude you'll be fine. I'll be by your side the whole time. I promise X

To: Char :)
Fine I'll go.

From: Char :)
I love you, it starts at 8:00

To: Char :)
No problem X

I decide that I should start getting ready as it is already 6 o'clock and I haven't even changed. I shower and put on my usual black jeans and Rolling Stones shirt. Charlotte told me she would pick me up at 7:30 so I still had an hour till I had to leave.

"Today has been pretty stressful" I say to myself as I pull out a cigarette and light it. The smoke filling my lungs loosens me up.

We arrive at the party and Charlotte grabs my hand
"Stay with me at all times, there are some creeps at parties like this" she says with a serious expression on her face
"Yeah I know. This is probably the biggest party I have ever been at
"I've been at bigger" says Charlotte, shrugging it off
We haven't even been at the party for an hour and I've already been offered 15 drinks and some drugs.
"C'mon babe, loosen up and have a drink" says Charlotte as she hands me a cup with pure vodka in it. I decide that I did come here for a good time, so why not have one.

Three more drinks later and I'm drunk off my mind. I have lost Charlotte in a heap of sweaty, horny teenagers and decide I should probably calm down a bit so I decide to go upstairs. I successfully make it to the top start looking for a vacant room. I get to the second room along and open the door......

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