never enough → josh william dun

Part 14

{Ava POV}

After Josh left, he was broken. I know that because right after he left, he went and got drunk at one of his 'old friends' parties. While he was at that party he also happened to hook up with some girl, her name was Aleisha. I used to be friends with her a couple of years ago but then she spread a rumour about me and yeah things went downhill from there.

I'm not angry at Josh for hooking up with Aleisha, I'm mad a him for the fact that he broke our promise. Although it technically wasn't 'sex' I heard that they did have sex afterwards. I understand that he was upset but I love him and if he is going to do that the whole time I'm away then I might aswell just stay in Colorado. I decide to text Josh just so I can get the truth out of him.

To: Josh

Hi Josh, I heard about what happened last night, I just want to know what actually happened. Thanks ava

In less than five minutes I get a reply.

From: Josh

Hey Av, yes I did hook up with Aleisha, I'm not going to lie to you.

To: Josh

Soooo no sex? just a hook up

and then again another reply.

From: Josh

I'm sorry Av. I was drunk. I love you and only you.

I can't believe what i'm reading. He broke our promise. I'm so mad I throw my phone at the wall and stare into blank space. Right now i'm kind of glad that i'm leaving because i'm officially done trying with Joshua Dun.

All night my phone was going off with Josh trying to call/text me. in the end I turned it off and tried to get some sleep. But that beautiful boy who broke my heart was all that haunted my dreams.