Dream Girl(one direction fan fiction, also needs some EDITING!)

CHAPTER 2

CHAPTER 2

  On the car ride home dad was so siked about everything.When I tell him(if I tell him) I hope he will understand and would want me to be happy.If not,I guess he isn't a good dad. "This is so great.As soon as we get home we are going to get ready and have your bags packed.I am so proud of you honey.I know it hasn't been easy since your mom and your brother left.I was so scared that I would lose you too.I don't know what I would do if that happend.Now I know that I don't have to worry no more.I love you Ramona."and with that he leaned in and kissed my forehead.OUCH!Oh great!Things just keep getting better and better.Things just got more complicated."Love you too dad."I mumbled.Instead I wanted to warn him that I was leaving but not forever.I felt like hiding somewhere to cry and eat chocolate.Lots and lots and lots of chocolate!Im addicted to it. Any who,we finally arrived at the house.It's a tall skinny classic one with long doors and cottage windows with a beautiful backyard with many flowers.As soon as we get in dad says"Why don't we celebrate.I know you might have had other plans but I have your favourite chocolate fudge cake."My mouth started to water.Guilt grew more and more.Kill me now!He was wrong about the part of having plans with friends.He always made me work hard and study while all the kids played outside and had a good time.I was always stuck with things to do."Maybe later."I said.Even though it pained to reject the cake.The guilt was too much.I went in the backyard and strummed on the guitar on the swing.I always work on songs that are about what is going on in my life.This song is about how everyone has dreams or a goal and how hard it could be but you can acheive them its called I know:

Sometimes I feel like theres no end to this game that we call life.

Sometimes I feel like some things just ain't right.

When I fall I get back up and keep going even when somethings can get tough.

Because I know,I know,I know ....

I can't give up!I fall and get back up again!I have to WIN!

Failures not an option!I might lose,I might fall,but I know oh I know!-

  I am interuppted by my cellphone ringing.I look at who it is.It's Zayn.I answer and say "Hey"."Hey sis,hows it going?Is he okay with it?" "Well I didn't exactly get to tell him yet." "What?!Ramona,you have too tell him.We don't exactly have enough time here.He is expecting you too go tommorrow.You had all that time and you didn't say anything?I can't believe this!" "ZAYN!Calm down.I would have gotten around to it but you should see how happy he is right now.It hasn't been really easy on him since you left.If I say anything right now,dad will get crushed!Why don't you just try too see him and fix things?It isn't too late." "Ramona we just don't speak anymore its better that way.And how many times did I have to tell you not to put me and him in the same sentence?" "He is your father!"a tear streamed down my cheek.I quickly wiped it away.I have to be strong. "HE IS NOT MY FATHER!!!!!!!Be at the airport and fly to England were I will be there to pick you up.It's now or never."He hung up it's always hard for him to talk about dad.Zayn is like that.Always myserious.He is not really always used to talking about his feelings.Him and dad are exactly alike.Neither of them would try too be the bigger person and try to fix their relationship!UGH!Men!All they want to do is fight.But there is one thing Zayn is right about and that is I am going to have too suck it up and stand up too my father.It's now or never.