I try not to flinch as he screams in my face
After all, his bite's worse than his bark
I try not to cry as he calls me a disgrace
But the tears fill my eyes
His shouts echo through the dark night
I can't believe this is my life
He raises a hand and I close my eyes
Knowing when I open them I'll have another mark
This mark,
It will be another scratch, bruise or scar
Either way I won't be surprised
Though the tears still fall from my eyes
A sting, a slap, it hurts, it echo's
The same tense silence fills the air
Just like the first night he hit me
He doesn't care
About me, did he ever?
Did he ever in the five years we've been together?
I open my eyes and it's like the first time
Nothing like the first night
The first night I saw the man I loved
Now all I see is the monster behind him
No more pain
I have to go
But where will I go?
How do I know...
If this is right?
I'll just stay for one more night
The phrase I've been using since that first night
The fight in me is gone
I'm lost
Lost in love with the man
Who comes with the monster
I'm trapped with the love of my life
And my tormenter with a knife to my throat
An angel's face
With the claws of a monster.
ŞİMDİ OKUDUĞUN
Words She Never Said
ŞiirBeautiful words to convey, the dark things she will never say.
