Vampire Lovers

Chapter 7

    ( Kristin wish it were that easy . )

  I walked down the stairs and I saw reji in one of the chairs drinking his tea , and I saw zack trying to think of something . Oh okay , so it's gonna he like that? I'm totally doomed . Well , I'm going down and I'm gonna have to do this whether I like it or not . So I walked into they're view , but I looked at the floor . I felt they're gaze on me , but I didn't make contact with any of them . I heard zack gasp , but he didn't say anything . Heh , zack didn't think I'd look this bad huh? Well apparently he thought wrong then , cause I do look bad in this hurt state . But what do I've got to lose? Nothing , yeah nothing .

  " Kristin if your comfortable sitting , then sit on the couch if you'd like . This may be a while , cause looking at the state that zack is in I don't think he's gonna talk . So we may be here a while . " reji said . " No it's fine reji , I'm better standing up . Besides I don't want to have to call ryan in here and have him help me up . " I said . I saw zack's left foot fidget , it's cause I said ryan's name . " Okay then , we'll let's get things started now shall we? " he asked . I nodded , but zack still didn't say a word . Okay , this may actually be a while .

" You both know that my hands are tied , there's nothing I can do to fix this . Only you two can fix things , and then you can get married if you two like . But in order to do that , matters must be organized . " reji said .
" I know reji , and i'm really grateful that your trying to find something in this matter to help . But I don't know if things can be fixed . " I said .
" That's not true , if you and zack can figure something out then you can fix things . And your welcome , I'm always here to help you kristin . " reji said .

" Zack do you have any input on this? " reji asked him . Zack didn't say anything , he didn't even shake his head . This is the first time I've seen zack quite for so long , back when we were kids he wouldn't shut his mouth . I even taped his mouth shut once , that was funny . I laughed to myself as I remembered that , but this caused reji and zack to look at me in curiosity .
" What's so funny kristin? " reji asked . " It's nothing , I just thought that this is the first time I've seen zack quite for a long time . I remembered back when we were kids he wouldn't shut his mouth , and I remembered that I taped his mouth shut once . " I said as I laughed to myself .

Zack's eyes widen a bit , didn't think I remembered that either did you zack?
Well you thought wrong again , cause I remember almost everything .
" Well getting back to matters , you two still need to fix things . " reji said .
I didn't say anything this time , why does he keep going back to that? I know this is important , but what if zack doesn't want to fix this? What if dream zack was lying this whole time? What if he doesn't feel the same? Well... then I don't know .

Cause I'm not a rocket science here , I may have good grades in school but I only get good grades cause I listen and study . But it doesn't mean I'm smart though , I don't know the answers to life or death . I don't know the answers to love or marriage , I don't know any of these answers . I've still got to figure this all out for myself , but I don't think I'm doing a very good job at it .

  " Reji I'm sorry , but I just can't do this . Look I'm tired , so I'm gonna get some rest . Goodnight . " I said . So I rushed back up the stairs , and I walked to my room . I walked in and closed the doors , the room was dark except for the moonlight shining through the windows . I hope reji can forgive me for leaving that , cause he does tend to get angry . Well , I've had a terrible day so I might as well go to bed and hope for a better one tommorow .

So I walked to my bed , layed down and go underneath the covers . Once my head hit the pillow , I fell straight asleep .

    * Dream *