Peeta and Katniss; Our love remains (Sequel to 'After Mockingjay') Book 2

Real or not real??

Because I said I was going to update last week, during the week. I decided that I owed you guys a chapter,

Also I dont want you guys to think im dragging out this storyline of Peeta forgeting, but If you dont like it, please tell me xx :P

so here it is .....

PEETA'S POV

Its been around 4 days since I was let out of hospital. I was allowed to leave around 2 hours after I woke up. I feel a bit depressed. Its only because every night I fall asleep to dream about the life I wish I had.

One with Katniss, Primrose and Finnick. Living together in Victors Village. Waking up to her smile every morning. Having time to play with Primrose and Finnick. Just living with them as a family. 

But I know that cant happen. She has someone. Although Im reallly suprised I haven't met him because when she talks about him she blushes and always smiles. I can tell she loves him. Alot!

But so do I. At least I think im in love with her. I know I have very strong feelings for her and I would do anything for her. I think that proves that I do.

Im deeply, madley, incandesantly in love with Katniss Everdeen.

But I cant tell her.

I get dressed and walk to the meadow. I dont know where it is so I ask random people around town. I got there around 10 minutes late. I got lost, but Katniss said she didn't seem to mind. She had an easel set up and paints beside it.

 "Hey..What are the paints for?" I ask 

"Well, because I thought you could paint after todays session" She says and I try to hide the blush appearing on my face and the butterflies in my stomach as she speaks

"Okay what are we doing today?"

 "Well, I thought that we could play a game that we made up called 'real or not real' because of your flashbacks you had lately. It used to help you understand things during the rebellion"

 I have never heard of this game before but I will play along "okay, what is it?"

 "You dont remember do you?" She says disappointed.

 "Sorry, I dont" I say looking down because I feel like I should.

 "Dont worry, I'll teach it to you, its really easy. If you have anything you want to ask me about anything on your mind, you ask me, so for example if I was to ask is my name Katniss, real or not real?" She pauses to see if im following and I nod

 "then you would answer real. But if I asked do we live in District 3, real or not real? then the answer would be not real. do you get it?" She asks

"Yeah I get it.But why are we playing it?" 

"Because during the rebellion, when you were..um...hijacked" She paused looking at me. I clench my fists as I fell a flashback coming, but I fight it off. Katniss looks at me with worry and looks relived when I unclench my fists.

I smile and nod for her to continue and she does.

"We played this game so you could figure everything out and Im guessing there is alot of thoughts going around in your head at the moment" I nod

"Yh there is"

"Well ask me any question" She says

KATNISS'S POV

"Well ask me any question" I say

He thinks for a while and he asks "We were in the 74th and 75th hunger games?"