In Time

Chapter 7

Troyes P.O.V

I'm flopped onto Connor with him holding me as he lets out loud and adorable laughs then I laugh out loud as well, he then speaks in between but as I'm laughing, I only manage to hear love and Troye. As I wipe my tears I say
"What?"
He then stops his laughs and takes his arms away from my stomach and onto the ground holding him up a bit.
"Uh, uh I'm sorry. I don't know where that came from." He says while looking worried.
"What did you say? I didn't hear." I say confused but concerned. He then stops and stares into my eyes with his mouth moving in a way of thinking to say something. I stare at his eyes seeing small movements in them as they make their way down my face to my mouth. I lick my lips in anxiousness waiting for something, anything to happen. I would wish and love to move forward and peck him on the lips and show him how I feel but I'm just not strong enough. I'm not strong enough to show him how I feel, I'm not strong enough to tell him what I think, I'm not strong enough to talk to him about my feelings, but worse of all, I know I won't be strong enough to see him with anyone else.
We are so close yet so far away from each other. I have a feeling he might just like me too, but I'm still too weak to show it to everyone else because I'm afraid, and I don't want to be but you can't hide from your feelings. You have to face them and deal with them or else they won't leave and they will keep on killing you the longer you hold onto it.

Connor P.O.V

I'm tired of waiting.
I just want to tell him what I said and that I meant it. I want too.
But,
I don't.
I then stand up bending down to pick Troye up too and plop him on the ground on his feet.
"So, what...what did you say? You know, before."
"Oh, I just said how you were fast." I say not daring to look into his eyes or else he might see right through my lies.
"You're really mysterious you know that."
"No wonder I'm so loveable." I say winking and letting Troye walk past me down the stairs back into the lounge. It's kind of sad how easily I can pretend I'm not dying inside, and how easily I think that's my only option. I then walk down the stairs up to Troye and go to the bench leaning on top of it. Troye then looks to me, laughs and says
"Out of breath?"
"What? No. You were up there though!"
"Hey! I know I'm fat!" He says pointing to me obviously lying. I just roll my eyes and yawn a huge yawn as Troye then copies and flops down on the couch.
"God I'm tired!" I say walking towards the couch where Troye lays with a billion double chins. I laugh at him and then he spits out
"Um, where do I sleep?"
"Oh, you can sleep in my bed."
He then stops for a second until replying with an ok and stands up and walks towards the stairs stopping at the bottom.
I then go to the closet behind me and grab a blanket for myself and set it on the couch. He stares at me with a confused face then asks
"What are you doing?"
"Um, getting a blanket for myself, because I like to be warm as I sleep." He stares at me and then widens his eyes and says
"OH!"
"Oh what, did you think we were sleeping together?"
He continues to stare at me with wide eyes then says
"PFFFT! NO! OF COURSE NOT!!"
I then give him a smirk and raise my eyebrow as he growls at me then turns around walking up the stairs.
"Night!" I say smiling at his adorable stupidity.
"Night." He says not turning around but I can still tell his cheeks are red with embarrassment. I lay on the couch watching tv for about two hours after getting a text from Troye.

Troye: can u come here

I go to respond and unlock my phone when I go on messages and see the text was deleted. I look confused at my phone and text him

Connor: do u want me to come up ther??

I wait for a response when he finally texts back

Troye: yea I guess

I'm really confused but I decide to go up anyway turning down the tv as I just realise it's pretty loud, it's gotten really dark so I hold the walls as I walk up the stairs. I hear little bed creaks as I walk up so I'm assuming Troye is shuffling around. I open the door and I look into my room only just seeing Troye from the light from the hall.
"What's up?" I say leaning on the frame of the door.
He just sniffs and I can just see him wipe his eyes.
"Hey, are you alright." I say then moving to the bed sitting on the edge closest to him.
"No, it's nothing, I'm fine." He says so unbelievable.
"Troye, what's the matter?"
I then hear little weeps come from his mouth and I move forward and he says
"No, please stop!"
I continue moving forward because I want to try and calm him down when I sit on a huge wet spot next to Troyes torso. I stop and realise what I'm sitting in.
"I'm so sorry!!" He then starts wheezing and crying moving away from me but I stop him.
"Shh, come here." I whisper before grabbing him and picking him up taking him to the bathroom. I sit him on the closed toilet seat and then go back to the bedroom turning on the light, lifting the covers and see a huge puddle of pee laying on one half of my bedsheets. I go into my drawer and take out a fresh pair of sweatpants and boxers and go back into the bathroom. I walk in and he quickly looks at me with tears falling down his face as his cheeks have gone a solid bright bright red in shame. I try to hand him the clothes but he just looks away and continues crying. I then decide to grab his pants belt and look at him and say
"Do you mind?"
He then very slightly crosses his head and looks down at me pouting his lips with sorrow. I then proceed to take of his pants and wonder if I should do the boxers as well. He doesn't look like he's going to move anytime soon so I just decide to do it.
"Do you wanna have a shower?" I say as I take off his blue boxers. He doesn't respond until about ten seconds later saying
"Why are you being so nice to me? I just pissed in your bed?!"
"Well why shouldn't I?"
His bottom lip then starts to quiver again like it does before he's just about to break. I then take his dirty clothes and put them in the washing machine upstairs and then run the shower and tell him to take off his top and clean up as I clean my sheets. After about ten minutes he peaks out of the bathroom saying
"Can I please have a towel?"
I get him a towel and go to my bed and wait for him.

I know this was long but I just had to get all the juiciness in (that's what my other best friend Siena says XD)

And yes he did pee his pants in this, don't judge.

TROYE SIVAN CONCERT TOMORROW!!!!!!!
YESSS!
XDDDDDDD