In Time

Chapter 8

Connors P.O.V

I hear the bathroom door creak open again and Troye slowly comes through the bedroom door stopping in the doorway. I just look at him waiting to see what he has to say
"I'm so sorry, again oh my god. I can't believe I did that." He says with sorrow. I then pat the bed beside me gesturing him to sit next to me, he sits down and I hold his hand trying to calm him down again
"No, it's alright. It's alright, calm down. So, what happened." I say calmly and quietly.
"I don't know, I really don't. I just had a scary dream and- I'm really sorry to be a bother."
He then goes to get up and I say
"Where are you going?"
He just looks at me confused and says
"Home, again I'm so sorry."
"Home?! No, please don't leave!"
"Why would I stay, didn't you remember me, you know... in your bed?" He says, his eyebrows crinkled and his mouth a little left open.
"Please Troye, stay."
He then looks at me and starts getting watery eyes but his face still stays with the same confused expression.

Troyes P.O.V

I don't get why he's being so nice to me after what I did. He's begging me to stay. I then start to tear up because him. Just everything about him right now.
I've never met a man close to him, his kindness, his loyalty, his beauty, and just his everything.
"You can still sleep in here, but with one exception..."
I start getting worried that he's just going to humiliate me and talk me down.
;)
"Uh, yeah?" I say very worried.
"That I can sleep with you tonight."

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I only have my sweatpants on right now because before when I was in bed, I only had my pants on. I then get in bed and Connor comes in a couple seconds later taking his shirt off as well before hand. He gets in next to me and turns to face my direction, it's pretty dark in here since the lights are off and the door is closed but the hallway light is still on so I can just see him through the light crack.
"Why do you trust me in this bed with you?"

Connors P.O.V

I think of different things to say like 'why wouldn't I' or 'would you just stop' and even 'I trust you baby' but then my mouth just starts going on its own without my brains consent and I say
"Because I love you."
Everything gets quiet and Troye then whispers
"Wh-what?"
"Because, because I love you Troye. I love you so much, I'm sorry if this made you uncomfortable, but I just couldn't hold it in any longer."
There's another silence and I slowly start regretting what I've just said. After a little bit Troye whispers back
"I love you too."
My vision is starting to get better and I'm seeing him more clearly in the dark now and without control, I move closer to his face, putting my hand on his cheek, and leaning closer to his lips. I'm so close to his beautifully plump lips, I feel his breath on my face and I can hear his heart pumping like crazy in his chest. I freeze and start wondering whether he feels comfortable with this when he quickly leans forward connecting our lips together as I continue holding his face while his hands are dragging his body closer and closer to mine. Our lips stop just enjoying being enclosed with each other when we both just naturally start moving them as I move my hand down to his neck. We start passionately kissing now and every now and then we stop for a two second break. After a while, we break the kiss and open our eyes staring at each others face so close together it pains me not to move back and kiss him again. Troye then yawns and starts moving closer to me and then lies right up to my chest as I'm on my side. He holds his arms up and curls them between my torso and his chest as I wrap my free arm around him and keep my other arm underneath him slowly caressing his hair. Troyes breaths then start to get slower and deeper and before falls into his dream world I whisper a little
"Sweet dreams, baby Troye."

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I wake up to Troye laying completely on me as I'm on my back, it's similar to the position we were in last night except my arms are both cradling him holding each other to keep the grasp tight. I look down at him and he's wearing an adorable little smile as mini snores come out of his mouth. He's a complete angel when he sleeps. It's like a movie, the sun is shining down on us through the window, the birds are singing a little melody, and the two soulmates are sleeping in bed straddling each other as they dream. I then can't help but kiss the top of his head and he quietly grunts then wakes up staring straight at me then smiling that cute smile again.
"Good morning gorgeous." I say finally being able to say that without everything getting awkward.
"Morning." He says with an adorable morning voice while blushing. He then cuddles back into my chest closing his eyes just resting again. I loosen my grip around him and start rubbing my hand along his back massaging it as I go along. After a while I then hear more little snores come from his mouth, I then flop him over to the other side of the bed stopping to brush the hair out of his face as I sit up and get my book. Every morning I like to create, think up, and write a new poem about yesterday's feelings I've had or thoughts that I've come up with. I pick up my book and remember all the thoughts I've had about yesterday's events. It takes me about ten minutes to think and this is what I've got

I don't have to kiss you
But can I stare?
I don't have to sleep with you
But can I tuck you in?
I don't have to be with you
But can I stay?
I don't have to embrace you
But can I hug you?
I don't have to love you
But I'm sorry, I just can't help it.

I stop writing and smile at my feelings I've just written down, I'm not the best writer, but I can still enjoy it. I then feel myself zone out when my book gets snatched right out of my hands.

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