Bittersweet

Just don't get attached to...

I didn't want to think about it

Didn't want to think about the cold stone wall I was pressed against and I didn't want to think about how much I was going to regret this later

"Sex. When was your last time?", his question still echoed through my head as I arched my back when Frank bit down on the spot on my neck

When I thought about it... it must have been months. Seriously months since I last got laid and I was getting frustrated.

"I want to fuck you", Frank breathed before he pulled me into a heated kiss again to which I responded Immediately, "right here. Hard against this wall"

I moaned
I just couldn't hold it back anymore but at this point I didn't care.

Franks hands wandered down my body to squeeze my ass which made me groan desperately

"What do you say?", Frank suddenly stopped his moves to look at me

"W-What?", I asked not knowing what he could possibly mean

"I want to fuck you. Let me. Say yes", his voice was soft but still demanding

I stopped.
I should say... what

"Stop Frank", I said and pushed him away lightly, "why do you need my permission all of a sudden?"

"Rape isn't really my thing", Frank tried to lean in again but I stopped him
"Oh I remember something else"

"Don't act like I raped you", Frank snapped and I jumped slightly but catched myself fast enough

"You didn't ask for permission back then. I never said you could fuck me", I argued folding my arms again

"But you never told me to stop. As far as I remember you never said no either", he rolled his eyes

"Don't tell me you would have fucking stopped", I yelled taking him by suprise
"Well you never FUCKING TRIED", Frank yelled back

"I was scared, Frank", I said, "you would have practically killed me if I said no to you"

Frank frowned but soon after a smirk spread over his face
"Bet that turns you on", he took a step forward, "me, pushing you down, climbing on top of you. Having you totally helpless under me. I could do everything with you, princess. And we both know you want it"

I shuddered visibly and made Frank only grin more.

"Thought so. Now, do you want me to fuck you? Say it", Frank demanded but didn't wait for and answer this time but crashed his lips hard against mine.
I could almost feel the outline of his teeth on my lips.

"Say it", Frank whispered before he continued to kiss my neck like he did a few seconds ago

And when he started sucking on a few parts of my neck I made my decision

"Yes", I whispered and he moved his face away to smile at me.

I took this opportunity to push him away slightly

"But not today", was all I said before I sneaked my way out of his embrace and as soon as I was free I ran out of the dimmed backstreet and left a very confused but amused Frank behind.

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"I really don't want to say it but you're fucking stupid", Mikey sighed when I told him about what just happened

Why I even told HIM about it was still a mystery to me.
But I needed to tell SOMEBODY

"I know. Oh god Mikey what have I done?", I groaned and buried my face in my hands

"Don't stress yourself Gee...", Mikey muttered, "just... I don't know honestly. Just... tell Frank to fuck off."

"I can't", I whined, "he won't listen anyways. I know him"

"Then... tell Bert to fuck off?", he suggested

"No! Of course not!", I screeched.
I had the feeling like Bert and I could actually be something...

"I don't know Gee. The only thing left to do would be just going with it."

My brother shrugged and let himself fall back on the bed.

"That's probably a good idea", I said to myself and ignored Mikey's side glance, "I'm such an idiot"

"Well I can't say anything against that", my brother chuckled and I hit him playfully only to make him laugh even harder

"You know what? You should sleep now. It was a hard day. You can think about this tomorrow", Mikey suggested and I had to say that this was the best idea.

"You're right, Mikes", I said and stood up to go to the living room where I've been sleeping since Mikey came here, "goodnight. Sleep well"

I made myself ready to sleep and right when I was about to lay down I heard my phone buzz on the couch table

I bit my lip when I saw who it was from, a wave of guilt streaming through my mind

To: Gerard Way
From: Bert McCracken
Hey Gee. I assume that you've got the next two weeks off too. I'd like to take you on another date. What do you say?

I sighed. Should I say yes? I mean... I practically agreed to let Frank fuck me
Could I really say yes to a date with Bert now?
But what else was I supposed to say?

To: Bert McCracken
From: Gerard Way
I'd love to go out with you again.

Before my mind could tell me otherwise I hit send and laid down on the couch to get comfortable when my phone buzzed again

To: Gerard Way
From: Bert McCracken
Great! I'm going to tell you when and where tomorrow

To: Bert McCracken
From: Gerard Way
Can't wait!

To: Gerard Way
From: Bert McCracken
Same! Sleep well and have sweet dreams, beautiful

I couldn't help but smile at that but that smile quickly disappeared when I got another message

To: Gerard Way
From: Unknown Number
I'm looking forward to work with you again, princess

I frowned. I thought I had blocked his number

To: Unknown Number
From: Gerard Way
I blocked you

To: Gerard Way
From: Frank Iero
New phone, new number ;)

I sighed.
There was literally no way to escape this.
Of course I could just block his number again, but I couldn't actually block HIM.

Because no matter how... Frank Iero always gets what he wants

*A/N*

Thanks again to everybody who's reading this stuff

I had a great day today, that's why I uploaded quite a lot chapters today :)

This will be the last one for today so... have fun