Zayn Triple Threat

chapter 27

Zayn POV

How about in the morning to get the mail when I got there I found a letter that was not had anything on it I open it up and seen that it was Ashton open it up and read it and I seen that it was not threatening he was telling us the events of what happened last night and the reason why he's acting the way he did was to keep her from freaking out for me and  more he was looking into the window at night I'm sure he was doing that to make sure nothing happened we had a feeling the  perrie was really going to grab them

You let me know that he was a lot like her and a lot of ways getting drunk and getting on drugs and everything and that he still is but he thinks it's time that they both get help but everything starting to see that you lost everything is lost the girl he loved you lost his daughter and everything and that anything to me in the letter for taking care of them and he is not going to be that way no more she just have to know is to try to keep him from going to her had a feeling she was really I had it last night when she brought the gun so he may want to make sure he didn't want her to keep her from actually shooting any given her that they should run because she was so high on heroin that she would definitely was not in her right mind and thought he was going to talk to her I wonder how that went and he was going to try to convince her that maybe they should turn ourselves in and see what was going on in their heads that night if they get locked up for a bit and might do some good and get them back on track they are dating and he was there and there hopefully they can get them together and eventually when they get their act together they might be able to come and see the girls but he's at the point

I think this letter is to have surgery this coming from the start I'm going to go in and talk to everybody about it and if they do decide to turn ourselves in and spleen what exactly happened I'll be happy and I'm grateful for the fact that he went along to the last night to keep her from actually doing something so that shows that he is starting to feel remorse for everything that he's done in his past I guess he can tell that it was the drugs in the gambling and everything so I got a feeling he definitely has something mentally wrong with him and the same thing for her now from everything he's playing in that water so I got a feeling when they get put away they're going to be put into for someone that sick until I might be a few years Year's and everything and when they get out you might be able to start anew

Pamela - hey was that you got got in your hand

Zayn - it's a letter from Ashton saying that he is sorry for everything he put us all through and then he was going along with. Last night because she was so high on heroin from going crazy and it just like she did but he took a gun to her think what you want to do something to make it really is trying to keep everyone safe I'm snapping he does have a bit of a conscience by the sounds of it he's starting to realize that the drugs in The Game of Life for him he's going to try to convince her to turn herself in and everything so hopefully that will all work out. He said this is not the life you want for myself anymore or forget it all together because he thinks he's going to wait a wrong path

Kat - that would be really good if he could get his act together and everything because you still have I mean we were high-school sweethearts and everything and when we first got together he was speed until he got in with the wrong crowd and he would have got in with the wrong crowd I think of my father and my older brother did not lure him into that yeah I had a little brother but I never ever spend time together so I never really considered you family and he turned Ashton into the way he is now

Zayn - I understand that you're always going to have a part for him in your heart but you care for his original one you fell in love with is the same for me when I think of my ex because what happened to the ones we fell in love with her that's good we have each other and everything now we're pushing forward and if they do ever get their act together and are clear stable enough to be around the girls one day we might let them start have visitation rights and stuff but until we can prove it that they're going to get their act together I think it's best that we keep going the way we are

Pamela - yeah you're doing the right thing and everything and if they do get their act together we'll get a chance to see the girls and everything then but it will be visitation stuff like you said and everything like that so don't worry about it but right now he's doing the right thing by sending you that letter telling you what he's planning on doing hopefully he'll follow through and convince her to turn themselves in cuz I've got a feeling that he's telling the truth and everything that he really needs them because he got lowered and this lifestyle and I think she did too and I think your family would love to have them back to normal or someone if they can but they're going to have to deal with the addiction for the rest of their life and find it hopefully they'll remain sober when they get back on track

We all hope and pray that he will convince her to turn herself in and everything because I'm grateful that he actually send this letter and I'm grateful they want to go with her last night to keep her from going out of control but God only knows what would have happened to the girls so I'm starting to have a little respect for him because he is he knows where to draw the line because now I understand that this is not him clearly sober or anything like that this was the drugs the alcohol the gambling problem he has basically he's sick now I understand that he's not doing this because he's thinking clearly he's doing this because he's not a well person I understand more now where is a sickness and I'm starting to think it's the same thing with my ex but still they both got to get their act together because they're going to go down a dark road if they don't