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iMESSAGE between REYNA and REYNA'S MOM

Little Bear 💜
It's currently 2 in the morning and
I'm staying with Sebastian at some
hotel in Canada rather than at the
condo with our kids. It was supposed
to be a romantic night out but I could
hardly think, let alone indulge in
romance. Chase got out of jail and then
got arrested again. I should be happy
about that but I'm not. His release just
resurfaced everything inside me that's
been dormant for years and it just seems
that now it's much worse than it used to
be. No one understands how I'm feeling
except for Morgan, but I don't wanna
burden her happy life with something so
triggering. I can't talk to anyone about it,
not even Sebastian, no matter how much
he keeps telling me that's what I need to
do. Hell, you wouldn't know how I was
feeling either, but you're my momma. You
were the one person in the world who
completely and wholeheartedly understood
me. I wish I could head down to Congers
and talk to you about this; I wish I could
go down to Congers just so you could
hold me and tell me that everything's gonna
be okay. But I can't and it hurts so bad and I
think it's what's making this so much harder
than it used to be. I miss you so much, mom.
No one understands just how horribly I miss
you. I wish you were here more than anything.
Maybe then I wouldn't be feeling so bad.
UNDELIVERED

I love you, mommy
UNDELIVERED

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