Chapter 10

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Mez Pov

I go onto my Instagram and my dm box and comments are flooded, they were all from the fans

They're all saying things like...

"Go kill yourself"

"You don't deserve him"

"You're not good enough for him"

"Hang yourself"

"Eww you disgust me"

Ect.

All the hate came rushing in

wtf did I even do to make them say that about me and who the hell are they referring to as "him"?

As I scroll through my feed, I see a photo of Chris and I walking down the street back to his hotel after the concert

As I scroll through my feed, I see a photo of Chris and I walking down the street back to his hotel after the concert

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Tears were streaming down my face and before I knew it, another follow request comes up

"@mezxmain_hatepage wants to follow you"
I go onto the page and they already have over 1000+ followers all just giving me shit

I cried and cried and cried till I felt a bit better

I think to myself while balling my eyes out

How did that photo even get on here?
Who took it?
What's Chris gonna say when he see's this?
I decide not to text him now because it was late and don't want him to worry

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I get up the next morning with red, puffy eyes like it had looked like I'd been crying
How could someone do this to me?

My Instagram notifications are popping up on my phone by the second
I couldn't bare to look at them so I turn my phone off and jump in the shower

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After my shower, I get dressed and go downstairs to have breakfast.

As I walk down I can see mum cooking in the kitchen
I wipe the tears from my eyes, calm myself down and put a fake smile on my face

She looks a bit concern since I wasn't saying anything to draw attention to myself
But mum knows that I like to talk a lot

She looks at me

"Hey are you okay?" Mum asks while putting the food on my plate

"Yep" I instantly replied

She looks at me weirdly, like I was hiding something from her

She hands the plate of brekky to me, I place it down in front of me and began to eat

Mum looks at me and asks again

"Are you sure you're okay?" She kindly asks

"YES MUM IM FINE, WHY DO YOU ALWAYS HAVE TO FUCKING GET INTO MY BUSINESS ALL THE TIME?" I completely lost it at her and trying not to cry
I run upstairs into my bedroom and began to cry, louder and louder by the second

The fact that I swore at my mum is even worse because I have never done that to her before

All this hate is really getting to me, and i dont know what to do


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