Mez Pov
I go onto my Instagram and my dm box and comments are flooded, they were all from the fans
They're all saying things like...
"Go kill yourself"
"You don't deserve him"
"You're not good enough for him"
"Hang yourself"
"Eww you disgust me"
Ect.
All the hate came rushing in
wtf did I even do to make them say that about me and who the hell are they referring to as "him"?
As I scroll through my feed, I see a photo of Chris and I walking down the street back to his hotel after the concert
Tears were streaming down my face and before I knew it, another follow request comes up"@mezxmain_hatepage wants to follow you"
I go onto the page and they already have over 1000+ followers all just giving me shitI cried and cried and cried till I felt a bit better
I think to myself while balling my eyes out
How did that photo even get on here?
Who took it?
What's Chris gonna say when he see's this?
I decide not to text him now because it was late and don't want him to worry////\\\\////\\\\////\\\\////\\\\
I get up the next morning with red, puffy eyes like it had looked like I'd been crying
How could someone do this to me?My Instagram notifications are popping up on my phone by the second
I couldn't bare to look at them so I turn my phone off and jump in the shower——————
After my shower, I get dressed and go downstairs to have breakfast.
As I walk down I can see mum cooking in the kitchen
I wipe the tears from my eyes, calm myself down and put a fake smile on my faceShe looks a bit concern since I wasn't saying anything to draw attention to myself
But mum knows that I like to talk a lotShe looks at me
"Hey are you okay?" Mum asks while putting the food on my plate
"Yep" I instantly replied
She looks at me weirdly, like I was hiding something from her
She hands the plate of brekky to me, I place it down in front of me and began to eat
Mum looks at me and asks again
"Are you sure you're okay?" She kindly asks
"YES MUM IM FINE, WHY DO YOU ALWAYS HAVE TO FUCKING GET INTO MY BUSINESS ALL THE TIME?" I completely lost it at her and trying not to cry
I run upstairs into my bedroom and began to cry, louder and louder by the secondThe fact that I swore at my mum is even worse because I have never done that to her before
All this hate is really getting to me, and i dont know what to do
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All In Your Head // C.L
FanfictionThey've seen each other at their worst and their best He was wondering around the streets of Melbourne when her world around was crashing down and she had no chance of surviving Until. He. Found. Her. "Christopher Lanzon" is in a famous teenage bo...