All In Your Head // C.L

Chapter 15

Mez Pov

"Mez can you hear me? Wake up sweety please we need you to wake up. Squeeze my hand if you can hear me okay" I can't see anything but I could make out the voice to be my dads

I try as hard as I can to squeeze his hand but my body feels completely numb

All I can hear are voices and sirens going off but I couldn't see at all nor open up my eyes

I feel a pair of arms being wrapped around me helping me up onto what I think is a stretcher

I start to fall into a deep sleep whilst feeling like I'm being surrounded

I was barely even breathing this whole entire time, and the people who were surrounding me could tell because they kept trying to talk to me and trying to wake me up which I didn't really want them to succeed in

I'm just soo done with it all
I can't keep going like this
I'm scared
I'm soo afraid of what people think of me, and now they all hate me
It's not really a surprise though because if I'm being honest right now, I hate me too

The last thing I had heard was a message tone on my phone

From Chris: please Mez I need to know that you're okay x

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Chris Pov

I'm starting to feel really worried about Mez now
I'm scared for what she's going to do to herself
What if she's gone?

I may not know her all that well but what I do know is that she means a lot to me

*ring* *ring*

I race off stage and run to my phone which was on the seat

I pick it up and having a look at who it is

Unknown Number??

I never usually answer private numbers but this time I answered for some reason

"Hello" I say into my phone

"Hi, is this Chris?" The mysterious person asks

"Yes, who's speaking?"

"It's Alex, Mez' dad, something's happened" he tells me

"What do you mean!? Is Mez okay? What's happened?" I start to panic

"We found her on the floor of her room, tears and blood streaming down her and she was barely breathing, she's unconscious" her father tells me

I'm in complete shock
How could this have happened??
How could I let her do this to herself?
Was the hate getting to her that bad?

"Okay hold on, I'm on my way"

I immediately hang up the phone and start to pack my things from the venue and rush home to get changed and pack my things for Melbourne

"Chris where are you going??" Ethan stops and asks

"I have to go, it's an emergency, something's happened to Mez, I have the next flight to Melbourne in an hour"
I explain

"But Chris, what about the show?? What are the fans going to think when they find out that you bailed your way out of the show to go help some chick who you barely even know and have the fans hating on the both of you?" Jakob says getting annoyed

"We've worked soo hard, you can't just leave" Ethan says

"Okay fine but when the shows over I'm heading straight to the airport" I say to the both of them

We take a bit of a rest until the show begins

I can't help but think that it's my fault that I put Mez in this position
I can't keep focus
I'm soo worried about her

But that worried look on my face had to be replaced with a fake smile because it was time for us to get on stage

– updateee xx
The next two chapter are going to be intense so brace yourself