(I'm skipping it to when Mez is getting released from hospital)
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Mez Pov
A few days have past and the doctors are saying that I've been getting a lot better- despite the fact of my anxiety but apart from that I've been doing really well
Chris has been staying with me over night to keep me company
He's such a caring person honestly like I've never met someone who is incredibly understanding and soo kind
I'm really glad to have him In my life
He's all I have at the moment
Shelby and Jasie came and visited me the other day which was really fun
I've really missed them and it was good to catch up again
Dads on his way now to come and sign the release forms so that I could leave
Mums in Queensland right now on business so she won't be home in another week or so
I dont know if dads told her about me because the accident happened just after she left so whether not he's told her is a different story
As for me,
Well, I'm doing okay I guess
I mean
I have Chris by my side which is all that matters
I'm trying to get better for him, I mean he Is the closest thing to me right now
I'm just afraid that if I tell him everything that I've been through then he'll leave
But he told me that he won't leave so I just have to trust him
If I'm being honest right now, I have no idea what we are
I dont know the way he feels about me and he's said that he loves me
But that could just be the In Stereo Chris talking; not that real Christopher Lanzon
I mean, he tells his fans that he loves them
And as far as I know, I'm still a fan
So what makes me feel any different??
The fact that he helped me get through this pain?
Or that he just hooked up with me?
I honest don't understand boys anymore
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I was snapped out of my thoughts when I could see someone walking towards me
"Hey Dad"
"Hey pumpkin, are you ready to go home?" Dad asks
"Ready than I'll ever be, let's get out of here"
I grab a few of my things and some of Chris' and walk out of my hospital room, closing the door behind me
As we started to walk down the hall, Dad speaks up
"So how are you really?" He asks
"I'm fine Dad, I promise" I say to him
"I'm always here if you want to talk sweetie, you know I love you soo much"
"I love you too dad" I reply
He brings me into a side hug as we're walking to the reception desk, he gently wraps his arm around my shoulder, kissing the top of my forehead, as I wrap my own arm around the back of his waist, pulling him closer to me
We walk down the very long hallway for the last time and over to the reception desk
Dad is given a bit of paperwork to fill out so to kill some time I decide to see what Chris is up to
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M: hey what are you up to??
C: not much I'm just at your place, when are you coming home?
M: Dads filling out the paperwork now so I should be there in like half an hour maybe
C: okay cool, see you soon xx
~ end of text ~
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I shove my phone in my back pocket and walk over to dad
"sign here please" the lady at the reception desk tells me
I grab the pen from the desk and began to sign the unread papers
After I finished signing; I put the pen down beside the desk and see dad handing in the rest of the paperwork
"You're right to leave now" she tells us
Dad and I start to walk out of the hospital and began to make our way to the car
Luckily He Parked closer to the entrance so we didn't have to walk very far
A/N
Something sweet is happening in the next chapter, but I guess you'll just have to read it and find out 😏
– updateee guysss, enjoyyy xxx
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