Bucket List ― Byun Baekhyun

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Trying out lucid dreaming ✖️

The tumblr and instagram posts made it seem like it was a fun thing to try. I mean you can control your dreams and that is a thing that everyone would want to do.

The idea of how you can somehow make the outcomes of the actions you do in your dreams to be the way you wanted. Being the puppeteer, making everyone move the way you want them to. The grandmaster, making the right moves to ensure the victory of the queen.

You've never been anymore facinated with this compared to anything else. I've always wondered on why you were so into this idea. But the answer was given me in your actions that night you called me panting, voice filled with fear, telling me you killed me in your dreams. In the most gruesome way possible, when you never wanted it to be that way.

In the end we never did it together because you were the only one who tried it out. Curiosity lead you to ask me why I didn't join you. It's simple really. My dream has already been on the course of happy endings the first moment I met you.