I was once human (sterek)

Chapter 10 ( part 2)

Dereks POV

I decided I needed to go and see stiles about this whole mate bullcrap so I decided to pay him a visit through his window.

I ran through the woods and came to a stop at his house and saw on of the lights were on apart from stiles' Window so I guessed his dad wasn't home but I wasn't taking any chances so I climbed the tree to his room and hopped on the room. I slowly opened the window.

I jumped through the window but my leather jacket got caught on the hook of the windowsill so I ended up just falling flat on my face with my ass in the air and I had made quite a lot of noise and I heard stiles hesitate in his singing for a second and I panicked but stiles continued after a few seconds of stopping. I stood up.

I haven't jumped through his window since before he left, I used to come and listen to him sing quietly to himself while in the shower because he has an amazing voice but he's too shy. After he left I was longing to hear his beautiful voice again and he only sang in the shower so I had to sneak into his house to hear him, he would not sing infront of anyone.

I sat on his bed and listened to him sing two songs- I heard somewhere that the type of music a person listens to can mean a lot about a person do I decided to listen more to the lyrics.

In the crowd alone
And every second passing reminds me I'm not home
Bright lights and city sounds are ringing like a drone
Unknown, unknown

Oh, glazed eyes, empty hearts
Buying happy from shopping carts
Nothing but time to kill
Sipping life from bottles
Tight skin, bodyguards
Gucci down the boulevard
Cocaine, dollar bills
And...

' ooookkkk that's deep' I thought

My happy little pill
Take me away
Dry my eyes
Bring colour to my skies
My sweet little pill
Tame my hunger
Light within
Numb my skin

Now I'm getting concerned

Like a rock I float
Sweat and conversations seep into my bones
Four walls are not enough
I'll take a dip into the unknown, unknown

Oh, glazed eyes, empty hearts
Buying happy from shopping carts
Nothing but time to kill
Sipping life from bottles
Tight skin, bodyguards
Gucci down the boulevard
Cocaine, dollar bills
And...

He's not happy

My happy little pill
Take me away
Dry my eyes
Bring colour to my skies
My sweet little pill
Tame my hunger
Light within
Numb my skin

Glazed eyes, empty hearts
Buying happy from shopping carts
Nothing but time to kill
Sipping life from bottles
Tight skin, bodyguards
Gucci down the boulevard
Cocaine, dollar bills
And...

My happy little pill
Take me away
Dry my eyes
Bring colour to my skies
My sweet little pill
Tame my hunger
Light within
Numb my skin

He finished the song and I could smell the sadness coming off him in waves from the bathroom while he was in the shower. He started singing again.

Hold
Hold on
Hold on to me
'Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Hold
Hold on
Hold on to me
'Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady

' maybe he is unsteady' I thought

Momma
Come here
Approach
Appear
Daddy
I'm alone
'Cause this house don't feel like home

He feels alone

If you love me
Don't let go
If you love me
Don't let go

Hold
Hold on
Hold on to me
'Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Hold
Hold on
Hold on to me
'Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady

Mother
I know
That you're tired of being alone
Dad I know you're trying
To fight when you feel like flying

If you love me
Don't let go
If you love me
Don't let go

Hold
Hold on
Hold on to me
'Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Hold
Hold on
Hold on to me
'Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady

He's not happy. He feels like he's alone and I could still smell the sadness rolling off him when I heard the shower switch off and stiles rummaging around for what I presumed was a towel. I stood up and just froze , I came here to talk to him but now I wasn't so sure because if he found out I had been here listening to him singing I knew he wouldn't be happy with me.

The door opened to a half naked stiles who was just wearing a towel with his hair flopped to one side and he just stared at me for a few moments. Awkwardness was thick in the air and could be cut with a knife if necessary.

" what are you doing here" he asked me and I was getting aroused by the mate scent on him so I tried to focus on something else - his beautiful caramel eyes.

" I-I'm here to talk to you about this whole mate situation that has occurred " I stuttered out.

" fine" stiles said sounding like he was getting agitated by my presence. He walked over to the wardrobe, dropped his towel and pulled on some underwear acting as if I wasn't even here while I just stared at his ass ( which was one of my favourite parts of his body hehe) 

He turned around after pulling on some black, tight( and I mean tight) skinny jeans but still had no top on and I think he was trying to torment me.

Stiles walked to the bed and sat down in front of me.

" talk" stiles said

" I need you to choose if your going to reject or accept me stiles because it is starting to physically harm me and my wolf that my mate hasn't chosen yet , I know you don't like me but please choose I want this to end one way or another" I begged and stiles just gave me a sympathetic look which was new. I prepared myself for the worst and tensed my body waiting for the pain.

" ok " was all he said then something clicked inside of me like a lock had been untwisted and my need for my mate was getting stronger then I realised what has happened.

" you accepted me ....."

There ya go , I hope you like it - I have ideas for this story and where it's going but if you want to leave any ideas feel free xx thx

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