Mr BadBoy And I | COMPLETED

C H A P T E R F I F T E E N

■ Just one of those days.. ■

I sigh out, today wasn't my day at all, it was one of them days that I didn't want to get out of bed, because my past life had hit me again.

I had been laying in bed all last night, crying for absolutely no reason, I knew it was over Mom because I saw a photo of her. Let's just say I haven't got over the fact she's still gone.

I've told everyone that I'm fine now, when really I could lock myself back in my room and cry for hours. Mom was my rock, I went to her for everything, I was always a mummies girl.

I think it made me even more upset not having Andrew around to tell him I'm feeling these feelings again. Dad was most likely not going to help at all.

I decided I wasn't going to go to school today, my life has been a train wreck, I deserve to stay home, for one day.

I sniffle as I cuddle up to my comfy blanket, I look at my laptop that was beside me, and decided to watch a movie instead of laying here being bored.

I scroll through the options I have, horror, documentaries, chick flicks, comedy, I finally decide to pick a horror, because I want to scare the crap out of myself.

I press play and snuggle back into my warm cosy bed. It was a couple of days after the scene with Ace. I had tried multiple of times to try and forget about it.

But more I tried, the worst I thought about it. I hadn't talked to him since then, and I hadn't told anyone either. The girls had asked me what has been happening between us two, and I had just shut them off and said that noting has happened.

Don't get me wrong, I love them too pieces, but sometimes they don't need to know everything that happens in my personal life. Even if it is exciting for them.

I was about fifteen minutes into the movie, when my phone buzzed from beside me. I grab it and press pause on my laptop.

Rose: Hey, you still on for this weekend? x

Oh right, we're going shopping this weekend. Great..

Chantelle: Hey, sure am. Will you pick me? x

Rose: yup sure will, Abbie is coming as well, so mom has to drive past your house to get to her.

Chantelle: Mkay, sounds good.

I wait for a few minutes, for her response, but she didn't get back, so I press play on my movie again, and watched the rest of it without any fuss.

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{Radio} So please don't judge me, and I won't judge you..

'Cause it could get ugly,
before it gets beautiful

Please don't judge me,
And I won't judge you..

I press the radio and turn it off,I grab the pancakes that I had just made and my phone, before walking into the living room.

I sit down on the sofa and turned on the tv, the news soon pops up and I just leave it on that since I was really hungry, and needed to eat.