Learn to love: chapter 39

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"So what are we going to do?" Niall asked

"Hmm what about ice cream then maybe go karting?" I asked

"Ooh sounds great" zayn said we were just outside of the flat sitting on the curb thinking of what else to do when the front door opened and slammed all that was heard was the sound of heels hitting the concert floor covered in chalk names and drawings all over it.

"Happy now stupid slut he broke up with me" Taylor yelled I stood up

"Ok what do u want me to do about it?"I asked she walked up to me and slapped my right cheek "oh you stupid bitch" I screamed. I jumped at her I straddled her yanking her hair slapping her and I was about to punch her but I was being held back "let go of me now" I yelled flinging myself around trying to get out of their grip

"Emily calm down" zayn said I calmed and the I am guessing Niall ran inside because him and Harry ran out of the flat

"Oh great are u here to make everything worse?" I screamed at him

"No Emily I came out to see what happened" he yelled back

"Ok well I'm leaving we can do ice cream and that stuff later I can't do this at the moment" I said walking away towards my car

-home-
I walked into my and the girls house with my head down "hey em" my friends yelled as I ignored them and slowly walked up to my room

I layed on my bed thinking about the one person who would not leave my mind? why am I so hooked on him I shouldn't like him he is famous and has girls all around him and I can't trust ant boy ever they are just heart less monster and enjoy hurting others and I am not letting my self get hurt not again I wont.

"Em can we come in?" I heard Daniela ask as she popped her head in the door slightly

"Sure" I said my hands crossed over my stomach and my head hanging off the end of the bed

"Em listen I know u are upset but everything will get better I promise ok?" Perrie reassured

"How do you know he is on my mind 24/7 I can't just not think of him for a minute he is everywhere and I just can't make him disappear" I said pulling my head up to look at the 5 girls standing infront of me

"Em that's because you love him" Danielle said

"I know and that is what I am afraid of what if he hurts me what if I'm not good enough one day and he leaves what if someone else can be a better girl for him? what I-" I was cut off

"Emily Garcia you listen to me right now you can't live your life scared of everything you have to take risks go for it fall in love and then that's when your living but when you in here mopping around u are also bringing your friends down with you we hate seeing you like this and I do believe you should go up to Harry em and take a risk be the one who tells him how u feel and even if you scared us girls will always be by your side no matter what" Daniela said I sat cross crossed apple sauce

"But I do take risks something's I eat ice cream with forks that is really risky see I can be rebel enough" I said making the girls giggle and roll their eyes

"That's the em we all know and love group hug" brunette Natalie yelled rushing over to me and so did the others

"Maybe you guys are right I should take a risk I mean tha frisk wouldn't be worse then eating ice cream with a fork or anything but it's a risk all right" I said as we pulled always

"No get up we are going to the flat" Danielle said

"Oh can't I have to meet up with JB we Have a date today" Daniela squealed as did the rest of us

"That's fantAstic" I said to her she had to leave so the 5 of us stayed and we talked about that one boy I was afraid to fall for

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