His hands wrap around my waist holding me tightly his tongue playing with mine. I move my hands to his face as I wipe away his tears.
"Harreh" I moan into his mouth as I pull away "what's to matter?" I ask worriedly he sighs.
"I-I made a mistake" he says not looking at me. I push him away and I stand up looking at him
"What kind of mistake Harry?" I ask softly looking at his face. He looked guilty "Harry what kind of mistake?!" I ask loudly my heart dropping. I start to feel dizzy as I look at him and he doesn't look back. "What the hell is going on Harry? What did you do answer my fucking question" I whisper not looking at him anymore
"I-I kissed someone else" he confesses and all the air was knocked out of me. I gasp and look at him
"That's why you stood me up? You were with another girl when you should of been with me?" I ask as tears start to fall from my eyes.
"Emily I'm so sorry It didn't mean anything I swear. She was just there and came onto me"
"Bullshit Harry!! that's complete bullshit!she was just there?! Who was 'just there'?" I ask staring at him angrily I shriek in frustration
I hit his chest and turn to walk away
"Again I'm left with no fucking answers!" I scream and turn back to him "standing there like a fucking statue isn't going to fix anything" I yell and turn and continue to walk to school since none of my friends could pick me up.
How could he? Why would he? Who is she?
"Emily please!" he calls and I hear him run
"What?! I can't believe I kissed you after she had her lips on yours! How could you do this to me Harry? How could you stand me up just to be with some whore? Then come to me and tell me to kiss the pain away? You hurt me and yourself this is your fault! I'm faithful to you but I see it's to hard for you to be faithful!"I cry
"Emily it meant nothing I swear I couldn't leave! it was a meet and greet. You're the only girl I want Emily!" he yells
"Don't fucking yell at me! I didn't stand you up! I didn't kiss and possibly fuck another guy! You could've texted me Harry a simple 'hey em I can't make it I have a last minute meet and greet' would have been nice! But no I stayed up on a school night to wait for my unfaithful boyfriend to sneak through my window!" I sob and turn away from him not being able to see his perfect face and body just standing there
"Emily what don't you get?!" he asks
"I don't get how you tell me I'm the only one but you go and kiss another girl! That's fucking bullshit Harry and you know it!"
"Emily she was a fan! Not my girlfriend you're my girlfriend and I only ever want to kiss you" he says and I groan
"Harry I don't know if I can continue being your girlfriend at the moment" I say softly and turn to look at him and he frowns
"What do you mean?" he asks
"I mean I can't even trust you Harry. All I ever want is to be able to trust you but I don't think I can at the moment. I-I uh think I need some time to think..." I say through my sobs
"Emily no please don't do this we can work through this I swear I'll show you that you can trust me. Em, baby please I don't want to lose you. I love you, don't you love me?" I cry and turn away from him. I don't want him to see me like this.
"Yes Harry I love you. I love you with all my heart but we need a break" I say
"I'll give you time and I will show you that I'm trustworthy. Please just know we can and will get through this. I love you Emily" he says before planting a kiss on my shoulder before sighing
"I have to get to school... I'll... talk to you later harry" I say before continuing my way to school.
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Learn to Love **Editing**
FanfictionSo in this story Emily has never experienced love. As in she never loved anybody but her family. She has never had a boyfriend who she truly wanted to be with that is until she met Harry styles. But it wasn't like that right away. Emily and Harry on...
