Without Them... (Sequel to Long Lost Sister)

Getting Home (And Down ;))

(A.N. This chapter does not include smut, however WARNING it gets pretty darn close. ;))

Felix's P.O.V.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

                I can't believe Emily said that she loved me too! I could've never expected it to go so well. Until she started laughing during our kiss. I do agree it was pretty nasty being sweaty and all and I totally get why she did it and I even laughed a bit too, but at the time it kinda hurt my feelings. Once she explained herself though I was completely fine.

               She did say that we would finish it when we got home and all cleaned up. Without a doubt as soon as I park that car I'm running in for a shower. I don't even care if she sees that as desperate, because well I am. I've developed such strong feelings for ever since Marzia left. I do still love her, but not as much as Emily. I also think I love Marzia as a friend now, especially since shes trying to work things out with a baby and all. It's also not like I climbed on top of Emily as soon as Marzia was gone, it's been over 2 months now.

                However that idea doesn't sound too bad rn ;)

                I did exactly has I planned, however she beat me to the shower. Looks like I'm not the only one that's excited to finish this kiss. So instead I just run to our other shower. So I guess it's a race then. If she does win, it will be worth losing just to see that smile of satisfaction on her face. Man I love that look... And her...

              Right as pulled my shirt on over my head I hear a knock on my door, "What's taking so long? It's almost as if you don't want that kiss..." That's when I opened up the door and stare at her smirking. I then grab her and pin her up against the wall as I start kissing her. I feel like I've been waiting years for this so I wasn't gonna make this a short and meaningless kiss. I was gonna make it the best damn kiss she's ever had.

              She was in a little shock at first but slipped right into it. As I ran my fingers through her baby blue and purple hair she softly moaned and wrapped her arms around my waist scrunching up the back of my shirt. 

              I noticed that she had this look in her eyes filled with a fiery determination to have and share this moment with me. She then starting inching closer and closer to me trying to get me to back up so she wouldn't be pinned anymore. She thought she was being so subtle but I noticed. I then lifted her by the waist and she wrapped her legs around me. We proceeded to make out passionately and deeply as I walked her to my bedroom.

             Once we got in the room I slammed the door shut still able to maintain the kiss. I proceeded to toss her onto my bed and get back to the kiss while I try to crawl on top of her. But she pushes me off her and SHE CRAWLS ON TOP OF ME. Marzia has never done that before, and I liked it.

              We were in this position for about five minutes when I finally got really excited if you know what I mean ;) ;) "Are you ready?" I asked with a smirk on my face. The fire in her eyes that seemed to be filled with determination for this moment had seemed to fade away. Her facial expression had turned to fear and that's when I knew I had to stop."Hey, what's wrong." Tears started to form in her eyes. "Im so sorry." SHe tried to get off me and run away but I was able to grab her before she left the room. 

"HEY, tell me what's going on did I do something?" 

"No!"

               She looked at me and tried to tell me that this wasn't my fault with my eyes and told me to not feel bad.

"Then what is wrong?"

"Nothing."

"That's not true and you know it, tell me." I said more sternly.

"No!"

            She tried to push me away but I held on to her arms as hard as I possibly could, she then winced of pain. I didn't want to hurt her and I didn't think I squeezing that hard but then I saw her long sleeve pulled up a couple inches and I noticed a scar. And not just any old scar, a self harming scar. She had inflicted this pain upon herself, what did she do?

             I look at her with concerned eyes and instead of holding her by the arm I hold her by her waist so she can't escape, the scars don't look to old and I won't be able to forgive my self if I'm the reason she decides to do it again.

            "I'm not letting go until you tell me everything." I said with a calm and sternful voice. She sighed. "Fine. But let me sit down." I let go of her. Then she shoved me and ran out of the room. I'm not gonna let her get away, she's obviously not in the right state of mind.

              I darted towards her and caught her right before she reached the stairs. I held her by the waist and walked her to the bathroom shower, it was big enough for two people and was also a bathtub so I sat her down in there with me next to her. This seems like an odd place but it will be very difficult to run away in that position and now she knows that I ca and will catch her if she tries to run again.

             That's when she started sobbing uncontrollably, I wanted to know what was wrong but she needed to be comforted first before I could know. I pulled her over to get and cradled her in my arm as she buried my head into her chest. "I'm so so-rry" She winced in between sobs. "Shh" I said trying to comfort her.

              After about twenty minutes of crying she fell asleep in my arms. I just sat there holding her, watching her, protecting her. I lifted up her sleeves to reveal a bunch of scars. Why would she do this to herself?

                   I never had that much experience dealing with these types of scars but I've watched a lot of videos and read a lot of articles about them. Mainly consisting of keep sharp objects away from them and have them consulted by a doctor immediately.

                   Tomorrow I'm gonna get her a therapist. I'm also not gonna leave her side. I'm not gonna ever come on to her again unless she starts it but she's gonna have to make  every move so I won't do anything that will make her feel uncomfortable.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Author's Note~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

        So right before they got "busy" Emily lost it, maybe it has something to with her past?  Maybe she's just not ready? Maybe it's just not with the right person? Well you won't know till the next chapter so feel free to read on. BUT NOT WITHOUT VOTING AND COMMENTING FIRST!!!! 

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Anyways until the next chapter my bananas, never peel!