Okay it's like about to be 5 am and I have school tomorrow AND I CANT SLEEP BECAUSE I HAVE A BOY IN MY HEAD (surprisingly it's not frank iero)
There is these guys that goes to my school and they're twins. I talk to one of them and he was so shy and funny right but like man I started liking this guy and the fucking icing on the cake was that he is Italian
But like y'all I don't really talk to him anymore and it kills me a little every day because he's seriously so funny and adorable and NOW THAT I START LIKING HIM I STOP TALKING TO HIM LIKE??
Well since they're Italian me and my friend decided to make a nick name for them and it's
Ravioli(s) lmao
In the class I have with him we sometimes have to partner up with people and in always with my friend and every chance I get to start talking to him again I just freeze and chicken out
And lately this girl has been flirting with him and he like laughs and blushed and I'm like ??? Stop you are my man but that about it you guys I just really need to get this off my chest because it feels like a ton of bricks
Also since we stopped talking every time I pass him there's like that awkward feeling ya know what I'm taking about? Like that feeling when both of you what to smile or say something but you just fucking don't? That awkward silence and the feeling of wanting to look at each other?
Idk I get those vibes and I hate those vibes they make me so uncomfortable.
Okay that's all, thanks for letting me vent c:
