I NEED YOUR HELP

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I made that apple when I was in 8th grade and I still have it on my phone~ahh~ good times

BUT NOW BACK TO THE NEVER ENDING SHIT STORM THAT HAS BEEN MY LIFE THIS WEEK

Okay so first off my friend managed to piss of my crush once more. I guess she went up to him while he was on his phone and she jokingly put her hand over his phone he said "do you mind"and the sinking feeling of
"He hates me" just gets stronger

I was telling my mom about it and she goes
"Well if she kept bothering me like that I probably wouldn't like her"

And I was like " okay but does he hate me?! All I did was chuckle at her stupid joke mom! Do you think he hates me?"

AND SHE GOES

"Well usually if a guy doesn't like a girl he usually ends up hating her friends" LIKE MOTHER WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT?!!

Also his brother fucking hurt his leg idk how but today I saw him in crutches and I felt bad obviously and I really wanted to ask him what happened BUT HIS BROTHER HATES ME SO I DID'NT


SO THE WHOLE POINT OF THIS WAS TO SAY THAT I MIGHT BE MOVING FOR REALS THIS TIME AND I FEEL LIKE I CANT LEAVE WITH OUT TELLING HIM I LIKE HIM BUT I MEAN SHOULD I?? WHAT IF I DONT MOVE AND I LOOK LIKE A FUCKING CREEP IDIOT?!!

guys *clutches heart* my poor fucking heart can't take rejection. Just the thought of it makes me cringe and CAN YOU IMAGINE THE EMBARRASSMENT?! MY FACE WOULD BE TOMATO RED.

Now let's just get one thing clear, I am a piece of shit.
(I'm writing this listen to blondie call me lmao)
MY FACE IS JUST-NOT OKAY, OKAY? I'm so busted it's not even funny.

SO. I need opinions, should I give hints to him or should I just leave him the fuck alone? My friend pointed out last time
"What if his brother likes you, he looks at you when we pass by him" AND THAT JUST BOTHERS ME EVEN MORE

WHAT IF HIS BROTHER DOES LIKE ME BUT LOGAN DOESNT AND I END UP HITTING ON THE WRONG TWIN?!

I mean last time he passed by me we did end up making weird eye contact BUT IM THINKING ITS JUST BECAUSE LOAGN HAS BEEN TELLING HIM STUFF BUT IM NOT SURE ANYMORE GUYS

IM SO CONFUSED.

Please please let me know what you guys think/let me know what you would do cuz I really need some help with this.

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