Your pov
So I finally made it to the restaurant within 15 mins. I got out and walked in to see Ray already at the table. I walked over to him and saw him fiddling with his fingers
You: hey, you okay?
Ray: hey, oh nothing I was just getting a little nervous you might not have shown
You: yea sorry im late, and you know I wouldn't stand you up. That's not me, but did you order yet?
Ray: nah I was waiting on you
You: oh ok, thanks! *looks at menu*
Ray: you look very beautiful this evening
You:*blushes* thanks Ray, you dont look so bad either
Ray:*chuckles* thanks
Waiter:*walks up* are you guys ready to order??
Ray: babe..... I mean Yn you ready?
You: uhh yea... can I get the Lobster P.L.T
Waiter: and for you sir?
Ray: I'll have the grill Scottish Salmon
Waiter: ok i'll be right back with your orders. *takes menu*
The waiter left and me and Ray just sat in an awkward silence. I know he wanted to say something by the way he kept looking at me.
Ray:*breaks silence* sooo..... did you umm... find out the gender yet?
You: no not yet. I kept telling them not to tell me cause I want it to be a surprise, but now I can't wait to find out
Ray: me either! So umm... when's your next appointment?
You: umm... tomorrow. Why?
Ray: cause I was seeing if I could possibly go with you and find out the gender.... Together? I mean if thats ok with you?
You: oh yea, of course! I mean you are the father
Ray: ok cool, cool.... sooo how you been?
You: good, good. And you? Well besides what you said earlier
Ray: yea I was being honest with you when I said everyday I cry myself to sleep because of how much I miss you, it's not the same without you....
You:*sighs* Ray Please don't......
Ray: No Yn, I have to get this off my chest! I miss you, I miss us. Baby I miss hearing you laugh at my stupidity. I miss holding you at night, I miss waking up to the sound of you getting in the shower before me. I even miss the little snores you would make after a long ass day at rehearsal. *chuckles*
You:*smiles*
Ray:*grabs my hand* baby I miss you so much you can't imagine! And I know what I did was wrong and if I could take it back I fucking would! Im sorry!! I really am babe. You know I would never do anything to hurt you, and yea I know I did! But all I wanna do now is make up for it. Please Yn let me make it up to you! Let me show you you're the only girl for me! Please
You: Can I think about it?
Ray: of course you can, take as long as you need
You:*smiles* thanks for understanding
Ray:*chuckles*
You: what's so funny?
Ray: nothing, I just missed that smile thats all
You:*blushes*
Ray: did I just see someone blush?
You: omg stop!!
