The Tales Of Summer Camp (Amourshipping)

11.

Previously

Each word he speaks is like a knife in my heart. It pains me to listen to those words. It pains me to watch him, let his anger out, on me. It pains me even more that I know each of those devastating words are true. I feel myself break in two while staying motionless, in place.
Too broken to move.

As Ash walks off I feel my heart tear into pieces with every step he takes. I feel like running into his arms and calling him back, but I'm frozen in place. Cold winds strike me even on a summer morning as Ash's warmth leaves me.

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I stand there.
Feeling cold.
Feeling broken.

It takes a few seconds for reality to sink it and that's when I suddenly realised what actually happened.

"Ash!!"
I sprint through the forest screaming his name as tears run out my eyes and fly behind me.
"Ash I'm sorry!!!"
I scream out as I trip over a tree branch, falling to the floor and scraping my arm.

I don't care about the pain though.
I jump up, running out the forest and across the field to our cabin.

"Ash!"
I cry out, pulling open the door and looking inside.

The place was empty.
His clothes were gone.
Everything of his were gone.

I fall onto my knees.
"Ash no.. Ash!!"
I punch the wooden floor, not caring about the stinging pain in my fist.
"Ash come back!! I love you!!"
I scream and sob, not caring who was around or who heard.

I just want Ash back..

I cry for hours, my body feeling limp and weak from the pain in my heart.

"Why did I fall in love again.. why.. I'm so stupid.. so so stupid.."
I whisper to myself, crawling into the corner and curling into a ball.

I don't know what to do with myself anymore..

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It's been four days now.
Four days since I last saw Ash.

It's been quiet.
Too quiet.

I don't know what I'm doing with my life anymore.
All I've been doing is either sitting on my bed or in the corner of the room.
I have nothing else I need to do.

My life is useless now so what's the point in doing anything.

Professor Oak has phoned many times but I just let the phone ring.
If they really want to see me they can get their lazy asses over here themselves.

I look over to the clock on the wall.
Time goes by so slowly now.

It feels like months since Ash left.
I just want to be in his arms again..

I start crying again, pain flowing through my body.

I knew I shouldn't have fallen in love, but I did.
I was stupid, so so stupid..

"Ash.. please come back to me.."
I whisper before drifting off into a slumber.

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I wake up to the sound of a key turning in the door.

Wait.
Only Ash owns a key to the door other than me..

I sit there, eyes wide with shock as the door slowly opens, revealing Ash.

I sprint towards him, my mind still blank from the shock.
My body moves on it's own and I push my lips against his, pouring all my love for him into it.

I can feel his shocked eyes looking down at me and I gently pull away.

"S-Serena.."
I look down, waiting to be shouted at.
But instead I feel arms wrap around my body and a chest push against my head.
"I'm sorry I left you. I'm so sorry. It was stupid of me. Please forgive me Serena."
I look up at him and burst into tears.
"O-of course I forgive you."
I cry into his chest as he gently rubs my back, putting his head to the side of my ear.
"Thankyou Serena, Thankyou so much."
He wipes my tears away with his thumb and I gently smile at him.
I see him smile back as I feel his hand gently grab mine.
"Now why don't we both go get my things from the cabin I was in." "Ok."

He gently leads me out the house and I slowly wrap my fingers around his.

I'm not sure if I should trust him again. I love him but.. I don't know if he'll leave me again..

"Serena."
I look up at him and wait for him to speak.
"Were you ok, while I was gone."
He stops and turns to face me. "Did you eat, did you get enough sleep, did you drink lots of water? And."
He pauses for a second.
"Did you handle ok on your own."
I feel tears fall down my face as Ash pulls him into a soft hug.
"I'm sorry Serena, I promise I'll never leave you again I promise." "Thankyou.."
I whisper back, stuffing my face into his chest.

I don't know if I should trust this boy.
He made a promise, but promises are meant to be broken.
Aren't they?