Yes , It's You || Jaemin [C]

Thoughts

30 Sept 2016

Hello there,
I haven't wrote much since I meet my only love, Jaemin.
I also met another 6 friends, and it happened to be all boys.

It has been 28 days since my birthday, which I need to say it's the very best birthday ever.

I always in contact with the boys, especially Jaemin.
Until one day, I realized that Jaemin rarely texted me anymore.

His messages were just like,
" Hello, how are you? "
" I'm sorry "
And he just went offline.

I was told that Jaemin was already addicted with computer games.
You know, games like Dota, ML, and another games that I didn't know their names.

I admit, I do feel lonely, but I need to stay strong.
' Never leave him as long as he didn't leave you '

#be_strong

I know you can go through this Seol Na.
Just a few days more until you burst out everything.

I still had friends to chat with, but it was competely different to when I chatted with Jaemin.

Jaemin,
What has gotten into you?
You were not like this before.
I really wish you would spend some of your time with me.

But as time passed by, we became apart.
Apart from each other.
And you've been much closer to your games more than me.

I miss the clingy Jaemin, the Jaemin who always online 24/7 .

I know I shouldn't feel jealous with just computer games, but I can't help it.

I've been wanting to tell you about my conflict, but I'm afraid that you won't reply.

I felt lonely.
I hope you realize it.
I hope you don't leave me just for you games.

I just hope that you'll realize this very soon.

I'm sorry if I was ever a disturb to you.

Sincerely,
Kim Seol Na