I fucked up.
Yet again.
What can I say.
It's my specialty;
Ruining things.Everything was great and then boom.
Suddenly out of no where everything starts regressing.
Farther back than where we started.I don't need validation to know it's me.
I'm always the problem.
Toxic is what you call me.I hate myself.
I don't deserve shit.
It's probably best he distances himself now.
I'm nothing.
A problem waiting to happen.
So, good for him.Is my happiness really too much to ask for?
I don't understand how I give him so much power over me.
And the sad thing was, I really was happy.
Smiles and hugs and laughter.
I even trusted enough to open up just a little bit.How could I not know there wasn't going to be a catch.
Tease me with his playfulness.
Trust!
And shut me out.
Ignore me.
Block me out.
It hurts.
But I deserve it.Fuck it all!
I'm disappointed yet again.
Why do I do this to myself?
What did I do that was so bad I need to be punished like this?
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