Mute ~Josh Dun x reader~

~Your back~

Y/N POV

Today rained..It made the warm air turn to fresh air instead, I went to the same spot I always go..He's there..Josh is here.."Hey! no HI! hmm. SOULTIOUNS..No josh that sounds to weird.." I hear Josh talking to himself, I wonder what always gose on his mind, I aproch him and tapped his shoulder, He jumps from the tap I gave him "Hey..So I never got your name.. I just told you mine and didn't even ask whats your name. I know im dumb" I sit down in the Wooden bench and bring out my Writing notebook "Your not dumb Josh and my name is Y/N"  Josh looks of what I wrote, His smile grew every time he reads a word. "Y/N that's a pretty name" I smile and look down. I realize I'm blushing. Why am I blushing he is just a guy I just met. "So Im in a band now..Its called Twenty One PIlots..Well its only me and my best friend Tyler. He seems nice to let me in the band. The other members quit. And now he sings,plays piano,bass, and ukulele, he seems pretty cool. I play drums and a little bit of trumpet" I smile thinking how it is to have real friends..It sounds sad but its true. "maybe ill bring him tomorrow to show you him". The thought of Josh bring someone else that I don't know makes me nervous thinking if they are going to like me. What am I going to say to Tyler. Maybe he will think im weird like everyone else dose. I bring out my Writing book "Twenty One Pilots was the bands name..The lead singer name was Tyler..He can play Ukelele, bass, and piano"  "What You writing that you seem so into" I look to my left and see Josh trying to peak. I put the notebook closer to my chest as a Joke. I turn the next page and write "Its about a band Named Twenty One Pilots" I show him what I wrote "hey...Whats that" Josh says he points to a random word on the page "BLURRYFACE" "That seems like someone who's evil" I look down feeeling all the tears come to my eyes..

<TRIGGER WARNING YALL>

Blurry who the one who makes me Feel like fucking killing myself. I tried more then once HECK I tried 10 times. My parents never accepted me, They treat me like a peace of shit, my siblings hate the living out of me. They told i was a mistake and im useless. and that when i decided to go mute. Then after that I started cutting but the only good thing is that I started doing art. I always thought i was DUMB, USLESS AND WEIRD. everyone who ever talked to me hurt me. and now look were I am. If happiness is the point of life then theres not point in life for me.

~TRIGGER ENDED~

~JOSH P.O.V~

I saw Y/N head go down. I feel bad I know I messed up if I see someone Head go down.. I saw her crying..Tears going down her face.I wanted to ask whats wrong but i already knew i messed up enough. Im not sure if i should leave and that will make it worse.

(SORRY I MADE IT SHORT I JUST HAVE NON MOTIVATION AND NOTHING ON MY MIND I WILL PROBALY UPDATE THIS WHEN I HAVE SOMETHING IN MY MIND)