Mute ~Josh Dun x reader~

~Pink balloon~

I saw her in her white, beautiful dress. With a white roses..Walking down the isle. I felt a tear forming in my eye. I decided to wipe it off before anyone notices..Tyler pats my back. She comes closer and closer till we reach faces. Her e/c are glistening, He h/c is glimpsing under the light, with her skin glossing as i look at her..We say our vows..well I say them... She writes them down...In till I see what she wrote down..She smiles and then I hear "you may kiss the bride" I kiss her like if it was the last time i ever get to see her. We walk down the isle going through the church doors with a big smile on my face, Having every word in my head going I love you. I will never let you go. I will never let anyone hurt you. I will love you till were old..They took a picture of us me holding her hand her smiling and having her head rest on my shoulder. and smiling having "I love you" Eyes. I never want to let go. I never want to see her go. I never ...will never say goodbye. But i just want to and will always say hello. I will see you everyday. We will build a home near the park were we first met. The park were we I first spoke "Hi my name is joshua William dun" And you had your notebook writing. I asked what's wrong and you wrote "Mute" And i wrote "It's okay" I remember that day as if it was yesterday. I will never forget me making  a fool out of myself in front of you. I will always remember the day. were you woke up. Crying and letting me hug you for comfort. I will remember you always playing with your hands when you were nervous. I remember leaving for tour and you had the face of sadness rush to you. I hold you tight and we both fell asleep, I held you as if you were a teddy bear and I was scared of the dark, The raindrops hitting the window calmed you down and your breathing calmed down. I held you like there was no tomorrow. And i will forever do that darling. Forever will. We got in the car and went to the house. "Time to decorate" I see you smile. We put some pictures up. One was painted was me and Tyler playing a show and wrote in white ink saying "we did it". The last show. the last show of the blurryface  era "hello...goodbye" i will always remember the fans singing along to the song. Always shouting "the few the proud of emotional" and always scream during trees. Tyler would always do his speech and I would always close my eyes. and remember playing In Columbus, Ohio performing for 12 people and open my eyes and see thousands of people yelling "YOU HELPED ME STAY ALIVE" "YOU SAVED MY LIFE" "THANK YOU" "WE DID IT" ...But that's the end of twenty one pilots tour. The emotional road show. Hearing are songs on the radio. I saw you smiling looking at the picture. It was a picture of Jenna and you holding hands acting like a couple. It made me laugh. I saw you holding a cup of noodles and I just laughed "what are you doing" And you would just go the piano and Tyler would play a song. Jenna would be listening and you would be next to her. You would put your head on the my shoulder and i stroked your hair. you closed your eyes as you heard Tyler sing "I used to say i wanna die before I'm old but because of you I Might think twice" We grown old Hun. I would always see you walk around listening to my old music. Now you're gone. Is Tyler with you? Tell him I miss him. And say Jenna misses him to. I love you baby. I really do. but I miss you the most. From Josh. See you soon..See you soon.

"JOSH JOSH JOSH" I heard Dan yell "huh what, What's happening" I ask Dan "I don't know dude you were day dreaming and ended up crying" I was crying, I felt a hot tear go down my cheek..I guess i was crying.  I saw y/n in the hospital bed coloring something. I don't know what it is. I go up and to see what she is coloring..It's Tyler and i performing for thousands of people. Hm...In till then I will perform for 12.. I see her smile and write in white sharpie "WE did it" And puts the date. "Why did you write we did it?" I asked she got an other peace of paper and wrote "Cause you guys are going to perform for thousands of people..I just feel it" I saw what she wrote and smiled. She believed in me and Tyler..I find that pretty cool but heart touching. Someone believes i can do it. I can make it. And I guess i can. I will. I will do it for her. I decided to look around. Nothing much in here. There was a plant, two chairs that me and Dan cried in. The bed. a desk type to put things on for the person. And the door. And the whole room white. the heart meter and wires going into y/n arm. Ugh. I remember them putting it in in front of me. It hurt me to see her like that. Her face was all scratched up. I felt a tap on my hand. It was y/n i blushed a little and she gave me the drawing. "y-you want me to have it?" She wrote down "I want you to have it to remember that you made it"..How can I deserve her. She is really amazing. I want to grow up with her..I really do..But I guess I'll have to wait..But I would wait..then get nothing. And I pray that i get something. I want her. I want to grow up and have a family. But I just wonder how long that would take.

(I AM SO SORRY BUT I FINALLY GOT AN IDEA WHOO. I WILL UPDATE ON SATURDAYS, SUNDAYS, OR MONDAYS SO :// OR DEPENDS WHEN I FEEL LIKE IT BUT EH)