Mute ~Josh Dun x reader~

~Cold nights~

"SO Joshie how's life" I write from the bed writing in my thin linded paper..It's not like my notebook...I want it back. I just wonder were it is...I feel like a bird took it but Nope I need to get this dumb bullshit in my head. I hear a knock on the wooden door and see Dan holding a notebook..It looked like mine..It is mine. "Hey y/n...I'm sorry...But your notebook didn't really survive...it got caught under the wheel" I felt a warm tear go down..All my songs, Mermorys, Deep talk, Is gone. My story. Twenty one pilots....How am i going to re write this. The first word with Josh is there...I see Josh holding the book..."Hey y/n im sorry....I can get you a new one?" I got the thin paper i was writing "No josh...Thanks for the offer" He holds a peace of paper smiling..I wonder why though. He puts it in his pocket...I wonder what he took. He stands up and looks at me with his mocha eyes "Hey I gotta go, Tyler probably needs to know what happened. Cause i haven't see him in a long time" He then walks up and leaves the room..Now the room is me and Dan.."So y/n...there's this guy..His name is Phil..He's nice,kind,and just everything..." I write "You sound like your in love" Dan looks at what a wrote a chuckles "Maybe cause I am" I looked at him with a shocked and happiness look "I'm kidding" I then pout...But i want to meet this "Phil" person. I wonder if he is nice like Dan,Josh,Jenna and Tyler.

*WEEKS LATER IDK HOW LONG JUST WEEKS*

I was walking with Josh in the park..As normal it's empty, But it's 9:32 pm who would be out at this time in  a dark park...Josh looks nervous, As if he about to perform for thousands of people and is terrified to think of people looking at him.."Y/n" Josh says I look up to him and stop the thoughts in my head, "I have to say something important" He then rubs his hands and is just Really really nervous. "I like you and i mean like like you...Actually I don't like you, I love you..and I couldn't get you out of mind and the words just slipped out of my mouth and i couldn-" I then stopped him by grabbing his face and putting his warm lips on mine, We move in motion and just looked at each other.."I guess you like me to" I smile showing my teeth and nod "well F/m/l would you do the pleasure and become my girlfriend" I smile and nod he pecks me on the lips..I'm dating the Josh dun..Josh dun..I just can't get the out of my head..Well i have alot i my head but this is more important, Ive noticed the night has gotten colder and colder through out the time, "And y/n..here" Josh hands me my notebook..the one i thought that was broken..and ripped "I taped some paper together...And i marked this one cause I think it's important" I see the page Josh flipped to and saw what it said "Mute" "It's okay :D"  And it has the date... and then i look around the page, It has random words that i think were just random conversations "Yeah i don't like when gum gets stuck on my things"   I guess were talking about something. This is so nice and kind. I hug Josh feeling a tear go down my cheek, Josh strokes his thumb across my pale cheek. I smile and just I couldn't just believe anything that was happening right now. Felt like a dream. It's a dream come true. And this dream..Is something I will..and forever have in my heart...Time goes by fast..But mermorys don't...Josh grabs my hand and sits down he then puts a song on his phone "This is something Tyler has been working on...and since you only heard it in ukulele we decided to play it on piano for you, Tyler said it was kinda hard to figure out some keys but he did it anyways" ....The song was coming to an end and hear "To die..." And hear the last note..I cry thinking they did this cause. They Did it for me. I can't wait for others to feel like there not alone and should stay alive.Staying alive is the important thing in life...And if i decided to risk my life away..I wouldn't of heard this song. And be with Josh...I want this forever. I wanna be with him forever.

(900 VIEWS YOU GUYS ARE INSANE ALSO I JUST FUCKING HEARD "HEY IT'S TYLER FROM TWENTY ONE PILOTS" OW HIS VOICE SOUNDS SO SMOL AND SOFT AND CALMING WTF"