Mute ~Josh Dun x reader~

~Vessel~

Y/n POV

It's been a few years, I still talk to Tyler, But not to Josh much, I think he forgot about me like everyone else dose. Tyler gave me his new album, It's called Vessel, I decided to listin to it and the first song is called Ode to Sleep, I noticed some tracks were on the other album. It's pretty cool that they remade some songs. Later on the months they went on tour again for Vessel, They got sign buy Fueled By Ramen, I'm so happy for them, More months passed by and they started to get people coming to shows, They made a music video called Guns for hands, I guess Fueled By Ramen don't make normal music videos, Josh texted me saying He want's to hang out..This man scares me sometimes. I was slowly fading away from my crush on Josh, But I still had this thing in my stomach that every time I'm around him it wont go away...Maybe I'm not over Josh

*Time skip by dani snot fire*

I go to the park..Cause that's were he asked me to meet him, "Oh hey y/n" I write down "hey Josh" "Oh yeah forgot you were mute" He forgot..I don't know It just hurt me to think that he said we will accept me but forgot I was mute.."Anyways,Ugh there is this girl ive been dating for awhile, And I want to marry her" marriage..This broke me, Josh marrying someone else. Josh- I just wish he is happy..But I want his happiness to be with me. "So I want you to meet her" Josh brings this girl with jet black hair (I just poked my eye) With ocean eyes, Pale skin, And amazing body. She's perfect. No wonder Josh wants to marry her "Y/n her name is  Lindsey..(Sorry if that's your name)" Lindsey sounds familiar.."Hi!" She said that way to happy. "I'll be back Ima just go call Tyler" Josh went to a tree to go call Tyler "so I'm assuming your y/n" I write down "yea-" She knocks the book out of my hand "listen you mute freak, Josh is mine, And if you want him then you're never going to get him" She says flicking her hair like if she was a popular girl. I just went and grabbed my book and headed home. "Hey why did you leave?" ...How do i respond "Oh, I had to go home" I hate lying to josh but I don't want him to feel unhappy.

*an other time skip by Yeemo crack daddy*
I lie in my bed cold and pale. Josh..Was the only one who made me happy..Who made me feel to Like i can be around him. Without being judged..But he is off to marry an other girl..Who is such a bitch. I hope she gose to hell and see's Brendon urie..But she's so pretty. How can i ever compare to her. I'm y/n I just have e/c , h/c and a weird body. why can't i be her. I want josh. But dose josh want me. Dose he. I don't think he dose. I lift my body up and go to the bathroom, Nothing here...I'm not going to do it..I need to turn my gun into a fist. I go back to my bed and sit there thinking..What can i do. I decided to look through my old CD's and albums. Self tittled, Pretty.odd, More, Welcome to the black parade. Nothing. (fuck just ingore the album dates okay <3) I go on youtube and decide to watch you tubers, I see a video that looks quite interesting, Danisnotonfire..Hm.. (daniel howell sorry emo sheets..jk..don't  kill me) he seems pretty funny, I decide to click the guy he was colabing with..Amazingphil, well he is amazing..yeah this is why I don't look at youtubers, I decided to get up and get out of my room, I go to the kitchen and look through the fridge, Hm..There was nothing really good so i decided to make my self a sandwich, I go back to my room and sit there listing to music, "Y/N" Tyler texted me "WHAT!" I responded "nothin just wondering if ya want taco bell" This man. " Yeah sure" I decided to put my sandwich back and wait for tyler, I later then here a knock on the door, i see a man with brown fluffy hair, Coffee brown eyes, Light skin, Black hoodie, jeans, and vans..It's tyler fucking joseph. I say that in shock cause I wanna act shook but I'd rather just act suprised. I get taco bell from his hands "wow better to write hi" I grab a random peace of paper and pen and wrote "hi and thank you" I decided to eat my taco and watch tv..I decided to watch F/s (fav show) and watch it with tyler "Yes! I love this show" That yes terrified me for a second, But I just ignored it,Then i felt my eyes getting heavy, Then all i see is things slowly popping up

A girl with jet black hair walks down the isle,She has a wedding dress that is full with joy and glory, She then walk down holding onto someones hand, in front is a man with Hair fluffier then cotton candy, With mocha eyes, and a black tux...They were actually getting married..they were about to do something in till "Y/N!" I get awaken by Tyler shaking me..I look up to him in confusion.."You were crying and turning what's wrong" Do i want to tell him "do you want to tell me" I shook my head and just carried on trying not to fall asleep on the couch..why can't i be the one dating josh. why can't i be the one marrying josh. but no. he has to marry a bitchy girl. Who don't deserve Josh..Josh deserves better but who is that person..so far I know it's not going to be me.

(THANK YOU GUYS FOR 200 VEIWS OMG YOU GUYS ARE INSIANE! STAY ALIVE FRENS)