Mute ~Josh Dun x reader~

Who Are You?

"Hi Im tyler" I look up to see a man with brown fluffy hair, Dark brown eyes, And Tanish Whitish skin, His voice sounds sweet and soft (and neat sorry carry on) But yet sad. He sat down next to me "Josh couldn't make it he is with his parents" I look at Tyler with a sad look on my face, He can tell I miss Josh "Josh Told me your mute" I open a notebook "He told you?"  I showed Tyler what I wrote in my Notebook "Yeah he never stops talking about you, He really likes you" I smile and look down I noticed I was blushing..Why am I blushing I just met the guy and I already have a crush on him. "So What dose Josh Talk about"  Tyler Read and thought what Josh says about me "Well he likes how your nice, and caring" I smile once again Its not a forced smile its a Real smile I haven't had a real smile for awhile.."He likes how you let him touch your book" I look down and see my Notebook, I guess I really don't show anybody my notebook..Cause no one never seems to ask what I write "May I look at your notebook..if Its okay with you"  I hand him my notebook "BLURRYFACE"  "Whos that" I grabbed my notebook and wrote "its a person..that..I don't like talking about"  "I understand sorry" Tyler looked down  Looking like he regret what he just said "hey its okay You didn't know"     I tapped on his shoulder to tell him to look what i wrote  "I bet you hate me now don't you?"  I looked at Tyler..Tyler eye's were filled with sadness and hurt then i realized..he is wearing a rubber band around on his wrist "why are there rubber bands on your write"  Tyler read what i wrote..Fresh wind hit his hair as he looked at his wrist he decided to tell me but he looked like he didn't  want to tell but he also had a face that he wanted to but didn't want to feel like i was Pershing him "well..these help me to stop hurting myself" When Tyler said those 8 words i felt my heart shatter..I know i just met him but he acted like a brother to me, And hearing those eight words made me sad and feel bad "Why do you hurt yourself?"  Tyler scanned the words and looked like he was about to break down, i feel bad for saying what i said, not only that i barley met him but im asking him personal questions.."Sorry.."      Tyler looked at the word again and looked hurt more hurt then he did before "It's fine" Tyler got a text message He checked his phone and read the text "well josh texted me"  "Its fine if you want to leave i understand"  I showed him what I wrote once again "Are you sure?" I nodded he then went running..Why dose everyone leave me when I become awkward. To be honest im not blaming them i would leave myself if things became awkward with myself, But Tyler didn't as Josh told me he is, But hey everyone has those bad days

(SORRY FOR MAKING IT SHORT JUST IDK WHAT HAPPIN IN MY MIND)