Mute ~Josh Dun x reader~

Pause

Life.
Just
Pause
Please
Everything is happening at once. Josh.me slowly learning how to speak. Should I learn how to speak. Would it affect everything around me. Well it would but. How do things turn out when I say it. My mind starts rushing with words. And though. Even if I can be the happiest person right now. It feels. Dead. Tyler is coming over everyday to help me speak. He's a really nice guy. I'm glad that Josh came over to were I was sitting in the park. Days passed by. Josh doesn't know I can speak. Well I can't really speak. But try to.
Tyler is trying tim make it easy for me to speak but it's hard. I went mute when I started high school. Ever since than I never spoke.

-2 days-
Glass fogged,blurry as trees pass by. Green road signs. Dark no light sky with the moon bright as the sun. Bright enough to see that some clouds are in the sky. Power lines connected to each other going to an endless path. The miles in the car showing from 49 miles to 65. The gas tank almost empty. And the radio show in each song playing and radio station.  Josh's hands on the steering wheel Tyler and Jenna in the back and me in the front. Watching the road move. As we drive. "Josh. Can we pass by to get snacks" Tyler said while poking josh "sure. I need to fill up the car anyways". We went to the nearest gas station. We grab snacks. I grabbed f/s and f/d (favorite snack and drink) and made my way to everyone. Josh holding some chips,candy and a can of Red Bull and so gose the same for Tyler. Jenna holding some cookies, ice coffee. And candy. Josh payed for all of us. Witch I felt guilt in my stomach. I decide to pay for the gas even though josh said that he could do it. Time passes by we go back on the road. We were driving to a festival that was 23 hours away. I decided to plug in my aux cord and play random music. Some bands passed by like fal out boy and panic! At the disco and some musicians like Billie eilish, Sam smith,Dodie Clark (if you don't listen to them you really should ❤️) I lay my head on the window. Listening to the music. Jenna's head was laying in Tyler's shoulder, I felt something touch my thigh. It was Josh's hand.he slowly went reaching for my hand. And intertwined fingers. I got a text from dan
-----------------------------------------------------Dan: sup mate
Me: hi rat
Dan: are you assuming my rodent. I'm a mouse
Me: yeah yeah. What u want
Dan: I'm just wondering if you want to go to the mall with me and phil next week
Me: sure. If I'm free if I'm not free than I'll shoot you
Dan: wait I don't want death yet
Me: I ment shoot you a text
dan: oh 😂
Me: welp yeah I'm tired night👋
Dan: night
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I turned  my phone off. And put my head back on the window. Feeling my eyes get heavier. And slowly going to sleep.

I'm afraid of things in my brain. Scared of everyone. Fear. Is bigger than love. Isn't it. Trying to calm down. My heart starts racing. I start sweating

Josh's pov.
Everyone fell asleep in the car. I looked at y/n. She was furring her eyebrows. Shaking her head. She's having a nightmare I shook her trying to wake her up while keeping my eyes on the road. Till she opened her eyes crying. I intertwined my fingers with hers. Making here she's okay. I started to feel sleepy as well. Tyler said to let him drive once I start getting sleepy. I pulled over and woke Tyler up. Everyone switched spots so now me and y/n were in the back and Tyler and Jenna were in the front.

Y/n pov:
I fell asleep in josh. We both fell asleep. I still wonder. If josh dose love me. Or is he like my parents say they love me but end up leaving me.  Josh turned my world upside down. I was now happy. And I would want to change that. Not one bit. I look up and see Josh's eyes closed and his hair all floof up. A soft smile spreads across my face. How did I get this lucky. I should of listened I guess when their is alwyas An up after a down. And josh made me happier and made me have a purpose on why to stay alive and live life.

Happy New Years everyone 👏👏👏👏👏 hope 2018 is better. And hope Tyler and Josh's drops the album cough cough and mania is going to be in 2018.wow but I hope you guys like this chapter I really tried to put effort into it❤️ and thanks to everyone who voted and read the book the whole time. Hint hint next year Ima end the book but make a sequl. Okay Bye everyone. Hope you have a great New Years and I love you.