Mute ~Josh Dun x reader~

~Truce~

I'm not okay..I can say I'm fine, I'm not. I went to the forest, I look around, Tall dark brown trees with green leaves around the branches, and a dry dirt trail. I look around, Making sure nobody was following me or here. Nobody. Perfect. I walk around to see the same tree were my dad did his Death. I began to cry. Not cry sob, Why couldn't it be me who had to leave instead of him. I decided to go back home, Instead of going back home I went to the park, I look ahead, Josh Is here..He is with Tyler, I see Tyler looking down, He is playing and keep flinging his rubber band around his wrist. Josh Holds his wrist. I hear them talk "She isn't going to come." Tyler whispers "No she is. I feel it" Josh says I slowly walk over to them. "Y/N" Josh and Tyler stand up and hug me. "You didn't bring your notebook" Josh says "How are you going to talk to us?" I try to talk but I'd rather wait.. I don't trust them yet. It's hasn't been a week since we met so Ill try to talk when I Know I'm ready. "I have a song I wanna sing" "Now the night Is coming to an end..Oooo ooo ohhh oo. The sun will rise and we will try again, Ooo oo ohh oo." Tyler sang, His voice cracked a little but he still sang good, Stay alive, Stay alive for me. You will die but now your life is free take pride is sure to die.."I didn't notice I was crying until I feel a tear fall on my hand "I will fear the night again. I hope I'm not my only friend " Josh sang this time..His voice sounds pure and sweet, Its low but It stills sounds good "stay alive for me you will die but your life is free take pride is what is sure. to. die" Tyler and josh stopped singing and inhaled deeply, Josh has a smile spread across his face, Spread like you spread peanut butter or nuttela. I look down and smile I always forget how a real smile feels like, Cause I haven't had one in a long time. And You can tell Its been awhile if you forget how a real smile feels like. I go over to Tyler and tapped him on the shoulder. How was I supposed to say "can i brow your ukulele" to him without talking. I pointed to his ukulele and acted like to play "You want me to play?" I shacked my head. I pointed to my self as an "I" I acted like to play the ukulele, i pointed to Tyler and pointed to the ukulele "You want to play my ukulele?" I nod, He handed me his ukulele and I tried to play, (If you can play ukulele then you can skip this part if you want?) Tyler moved my finger to a chord to an other, now string, I went down the my hand and it sounded pretty (also i don't play ukulele anymore so i forgot a shit load)

Josh POV//

I saw Tyler touch Y/n hand, i felt this feeling of hurt, Like if i just saw someone important to me die, I can't let her go to Tyler, Who am i kidding everyone loves Tyler, I can't compete anything with him