But You're My StepBrother?! (book 1)

HeartBreaker

I slowly wake up and notice a hand around my waist. i look down, and see a very muscular arm. My eyes go wide.

"Please don't let this be true..." i whisper. I'm too scared to look who the hand belongs to..

"Let what be true?"says a voice besides me. Its Jay. Oh no. He nuzzles my neck slowly. I shot outof the bed and search for my clothes.

"Noah?.." asks Jay.

I ignore him and put my boxers and jeans on.

"Whats up Noah? Why are you in such a hurry?" He asks again. I stop getting dressed and look at him.

"Fuck Jay! Im not fucking gay! Last night shouldn't have happened! It not right!" i shout; probably waking up the whole house. I ignore his hurt eyes and run outof the room.

JAYS POV

He just ran. He didn't even look back. I slowly curl into a ball, and probably cry my whole heart out.

Maybe i was drunk. Hell, i for sure was drunk. But i remember every part of last night. From us going to the beach, to the kiss and the touching eachother. I just wish he stayed. I wish he wouldn't regret it..

I guess he didn't know what he was doing.

sob....

sniff...

sob....

sniff...

sob...

sniff...

I screamed into my pillow, my heart feeling like its breaking into many pieces. This felt so wrong.. but so good.

Noahs Pov

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

Why did i do it with him?

Im fucking straight!

As a fucking pole!

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So why did i do it?

Fuck! he is my fucking stepbrother!!

So?...

So, so.. so its wrong!

how is it wrong? You're not blood related and its not illegal.

It is so wrong! Besides, im not gay!

How can you know if your gay or n-

FUCK i need to stop speaking with myself...

but, it felt so wrong, but so good...

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Its been 2 days since the 'accident' with Jay. I try to avoid him like the plague. Rose and mom were asking whats wrong, but still didn't tell them. We will be leaving this place tommorow, so i can continue ignoring Jay.

"Mom?! Shall i start packing?" I ask my mom when i see her rush into the house from a date with Luke.

"Pack? where to?" she asks.

"We are leaving tommorow, remember?"

"No silly! Me and Luke moved our wedding day to this summer, so we will be staying here!" At that moment, i felt like my heart just fell.down deep into my stomach...

"What about Rose?"

"You'll take her home tommorow, and take our important stuff from home. Don't worry about school, you will go to South Beach Academy with Jay." Now my very smart plan to avoid Jay sure won't work...

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