Poker Face

New Years Kiss!

6 days had passed and Jess didn't know what it was, maybe she was feeling the loneliness, maybe she was becoming insane, but she had stopped seeing Jon in a brotherly way, she couldn't believe it, the man she'd known for years and she was now realizing how hot he really was

She smiled as his eyes widened as he looked at the calender

"IT'S NEW YEARS!" he shouted 

"I need to go to the store, I'll be back," he said grabbing his keys and wallet and running out, leaving Jess behind to laugh 

She shook her head and smiled fondly, deciding to help out by making some snacks, it was 7 at night and she didn't know which store Jon would find open at this time, on this day, but she was forced to eat her words when he came back with 3 bags in his hands 

"Geez Jon, how much stuff did you buy?" she asked helping him with the bags 

"Alot," he said dropping his keys in the bowl and sighing, falling on the couch and taking some deep breaths 

She unpacked them and they went outside with the bottle of champagne on ice and Jon put out the lawn chairs, the good thing was he lived opposite a park, so they'd have music and fireworks and everything

They sat down when Jon suddenly lit up like he had the greatest idea 

"Wanna dance?" he asked, looking at Jess, who looked at him crazily but she didn't answer as he pulled her up 

He put his hands on her hips and she cautiously put hers on his shoulders, she looked confused as she stared into his glinting blue eyes 

They had been here for a long time so when everyone in the park began counting down, it didn't surprise them 

"10, 9, 8," they counted 

"Jess," Dean whispered, she could feel his breath against her face and she looked up 

"7, 6, 5," 

"I'm gonna kiss you, when they reach 1," Jon warned her 

"4, 3, 2," 

"I won't stop you." she replied, making him smile

"1! Happy New Year!" they chorused and the first firework shot up 

Dean ducked his head and pressed his lips against Jess' who closed her eyes as soon as his lips touched her, the kiss was gentle and sweet, she melted against him as he held her close 

Jess pulled away first 

"Jon I can't-" she began but a peck on her lips, kept her quiet 

"I know you're still in love with him. But, can I atleast have you for tonight?" he asked her 

She hesitated as she bit her lip and looked up at him. This wouldn't be bad thing, she technically was single and Jon was her best friend, she trusted him. So in her mind, this was okay. So with her wide innocent eyes, she looked up at him and nodded 

"Yeah," she whispered against his lips 

Dean smiled widely and bent down, lifting her off her feet and walked into the house, kicking the door shut and walking up the steps with her in his arms 

-The Next Morning- 

Jess got up with a smile on her face as she remembered what happened last night, it felt right being with Jon, but she knew, it was a one time thing, she was still in love with Colby and possibly she'd always be in love with Colby, she did love Jon, but not in the way she loved Colby. 

She got up and decided to write another song for her album, but when she sat in the little music room Jon had threw together, she couldn't think of heartbreak anymore. She looked at the plain white wall and sighed, then, her mind lingered to Jon and she began writing a single rather than a song for her album  

She sat at the baby grand and cracked her long fingers, beginning to play a melodius tune, Jon had gone out for a run, so she didn't have to worry about him hearing her thoughts for a while. 

"I'm walking fast through the traffic lights

Busy streets and busy lives
And all we know
Is touch and go
We are alone with our changing minds
We fall in love 'til it hurts or bleeds or fades in time

And I never (never) saw you coming
And I'll never (never) be the same

You come around and the armor falls
Pierce the room like a cannonball
Now all we know is don't let go
We are alone, just you and me
Up in your room and our slates are clean
Just twin fire signs
Four blue eyes

So you were never a saint
And I've loved in shades of wrong
We learn to live with the pain
Mosaic broken hearts
But this love is brave and wild

And I never (never) {[x8:] Oh oh, oh oh oh-oh-oh-ooh} saw you coming
And I'll never (never) be the same

This is a state of grace
This is the worthwhile fight
Love is a ruthless game
Unless you play it good and right
These are the hands of fate
You're my Achilles heel
This is the golden age of something good and right and real

And I never (never) saw you coming
And I'll never (never) be the same

And I never (never) {[x8:] Oh oh, oh oh oh-oh-oh-ooh} saw you coming
And I'll never (never) be the same

This is a state of grace
This is the worthwhile fight
Love is a ruthless game
Unless you play it good and right," 

Jess smiled as she finished singing, she messaged her label and told them she finished a single and was working on an album as we speak 

She put the lyric and music sheet in her folder and sighed, going to Dean's room to tidy up, since he wasn't gonna do it

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Song: State of Grace by Taylor Swift