I dont have friends. I dont like other people or have the time for them.
Even the one person I was close to is slipping away from me. Well call them cam. we have been the best of friends since second grade.
But we have become so different. I can't tell them everything anymore. They were the only one I trusted, and I can't bring myself to trust them anymore.
They didn't do anything wrong. Its just not working for me, and I love them, but its hard to keep our relationship going when we arent even the same people any more.
I dont want to tell them, but isn't wanting to keep that from them further proof that we're falling apart.
There is a popular psychology question that goes like this
A train is headed for ten random people, but you can chose to switch the tracks and redirect the train toward your one best friend.
You have to chose who dies. Ten people, or your best friend. I used to think I would let the train go, because I am selfish.
Most people who answer the way I do long to be able to honestly change their answer, but I dread the day I do.
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RandomI was told I should write a book. So why not? Its gonna suck, and I don't apologize. Its not a story, or anything with a real plot, just some thoughts of mine. I don't know how deep this shit's gonna go, I'm just rolling with it. I do encourage comm...
